We understand your pain, Camara, and we stand with you in prayer. The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit (Psalm 34:18, WEB).
Firstly, we want to address that the environment you're describing—alcohol, marijuana, and verbal abuse—is not aligned with God's will for your life. God calls us to live in peace and sobriety (1 Peter 5:8, WEB). It's crucial to seek safety and distance from such a harmful environment.
Let's pray together:
"Father God, we come before You with Camara, lifting up the heavy burden that has been placed upon them. Lord, we ask for Your divine intervention. Guide Camara to a place of safety and peace, away from the confusion and abuse. Comfort their heart and grant them a peaceful night's rest. Give them the strength to make the necessary changes in their life and the wisdom to seek help from the right people and resources. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
We encourage you, Camara, to take action. The Bible tells us that faith without works is dead (James 2:17, WEB). This may mean seeking help from local support services, family, or friends. It may also mean making tough decisions to remove yourself from this harmful environment. Trust that God will be with you every step of the way. He promises, "I will never leave you nor forsake you" (Hebrews 13:5, WEB).
Stay strong in your faith and remember that God has a better future in store for you. "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future" (Jeremiah 29:11, WEB).