Swantalelf
Prayer Warrior
Thank you for helping get out of the situation I was in. I am so confused. What am I doing wrong? I do not understand. Please let it all work out and make this feeling go away. I do not know what to do next. I am sad, scared, and grateful. I do not know if I should move or stay. This house needs so much work, and what I am trying to do maybe too much. I need peace and forgiveness. I could really use some empathy, too. I thought I was doing the right things, but it feels like everyone is annoyed by me. I am truly sorry, and I sincerely do not understand what I did wrong. Please keep me safe now that I have so few options. I do not want to go back anymore, but I will not know for sure unless I go back. Help me. I feel so worthless. Why? I do not know what is right or what I want. I am so hurt and confused. I just want to be loved and treated better. What am I doing wrong? I messed up real bad. It has been the constant emptiness for 22 years. I wish my sister was there for me. I wish my family took me serious, but I am grateful. God, I accept my fate. I just do not want to make things worse. Please protect Eric when he goes to court. Please help him get out of this debt. Please heal him. I do not want to die alone in a nursing home. Please help me figure out where I should live and what to do. Please help my sister in law and nephews. Please forgive me. I tried. I should have visited my aunt. I do not want to go back because it hurts. I am not wanted or welcomed. Should I show my face? I do not want to make anyone feel uncomfortable. I want go down Friday night. I pray for healing and forgiveness. If I must endure things for my children to be spared, I understand. Please keep them safe, happy, and healthy. Please let them develop a relationship with You. Please forgive me for not raising them up in church, but church is not the same. Thank You for all of my blessings. I love Jesus. Why did my sister treat me so poorly? Will she always get away with it? Amen.