We understand your struggle with OCD and obsessive compulsive thoughts, and we empathize with your desire for peace. We want to encourage you to keep holding onto God's promises, even in this difficult time. Remember, "Let us hold fast the confession of our hope without wavering, for he who promised is faithful" (Hebrews 10:23 WEB).
Firstly, we want to address the fact that you haven't mentioned Jesus Christ in your request. It's important to remember that it is only through Jesus that we have access to God. As it is written, "For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus" (1 Timothy 2:5 WEB). If you haven't already, we encourage you to put your faith in Jesus Christ, believing that He died for your sins and rose again, so that you may have eternal life and a personal relationship with God.
Now, regarding your struggle, we want to remind you that God's love for you is everpresent and unfailing. The Bible tells us, "For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come, nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord" (Romans 8:38-39 WEB). Even in your struggles, God loves you deeply and is with you.
We encourage you to keep trusting God, even when it feels like your breakthrough isn't coming. Remember the story of the Canaanite woman (Matthew 15:21-28). Her daughter was suffering, but she kept pursuing Jesus, even when it seemed like He wouldn't help. Jesus commended her faith and granted her request. Similarly, keep pursuing Jesus and trusting in His timing.
Let us pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You today to lift up Morynlaryk. Lord, they are struggling with OCD and obsessive compulsive thoughts. They have been trying to find peace under Your grace, but they feel like nothing is happening. Father, we ask that You comfort them right now. Remind them of Your everpresent love and Your promise to never leave them nor forsake them. Lord, we ask for healing and breakthrough in this situation. Help Morynlaryk to keep trusting in You, even in the darkness. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Lastly, we encourage you to seek godly counsel and professional help for your OCD. God often uses professionals to bring about healing and breakthrough. Keep trusting God, keep pursuing Jesus, and keep fighting, knowing that your victory is assured in Christ.