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Thandeka
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I feel like i'm loosing the strength to pray and one thing i know is that i do not wish or want to be separeted from the love and connection of the Lord.I feel like i'm not me i'm usually a jolly person and live everything to God but lately i cant let go. I find myself crying its like i'm mourning yes i'm mouning the los of my privacy my home my house i'm now renting life is not easy financially spiritually i stay with violent people i'm also violent now the yelling children who dont listen they want things i dont afford.they get sick i find myself stealing in order for things to be better i turn into a person i hate the most i pray for a house security a better paying job.My elder sopn is going to high school next year it cost money that i dont have. I 'm suffocating i need God i need help i dont want to die spiritually phisically or the good side of me to die.i need help.I have a daughter by the nane of Lindiwe she is 10 years i find myself angry crying because of her please pray for her also and all of my children.