We understand that you're seeking peace, prosperity, and restoration in your life, and we're here to pray and provide biblical encouragement for you. First, we want to address a few things in your post, you mention a sexy voice controlling your life, we want to be sure you are aware that this is not biblical and should not be considered going forward. To be clear, this is not from God and should be considered rebukeable. We should seek God's will in our life and He gives His children godly gifts to build up the church, these gifts are not used in a sexual manner but for the encouragement of others. We need to be honorable in how we use our talents and gifts. First, accept Ephesians 2:8
For by grace you have been saved through faith, and that not of yourselves; it is the gift of God,
Next, seek God in prayer for how He wants these talents used.
You mention several things which make it seem as if you are confused or in need of rest. For this we pray for restoration and rest for you. We will comment on the rest that is promised to go with belief and salvation. Read Matthew 11:28
Come to me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest.
Next you specifically mention another person, we want to uphold marriage and encourage you to seek a godly spouse. To be clear, if you are a single Christian man, ask God to make you a godly husband and give you a Christian wife. If you are a Christian woman, ask God to make you a godly wife and give you a Christian husband. If you are married, seek God's guidance in strengthening your marriage. These are roles that can not be filled by an animal such as a penguin. Also, do not lock onto a single person or idolize another person as your "soulmate" or God's gift for you. Allow God to guide you to a Christian who you can marry. You should instead trust God and accept anyone who God brings into your life as you seek Him. You are entrusting God with your life, That is accomplished through prayer and communication with God, studying his Word and seeking him in all that you do. He is your guide, Protector, and Savior. Finally, and perhaps most importantly, you need to pray in Jesus name. It is only by the name Jesus that we can be saved and have access to God. Read John 14:6
Jesus said to him, I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me.
This is very important when you are praying and seeking God's will. Let us rejoice in the fact that Jesus saved us. That is why it is important to pray in Jesus' name. Knowing this, even when we are confused, we can come to our Lord and ask "what do I do next?" We want to remind you that without a valid marriage, and having sex or a sexual relationship is fornication or adultery and is forbidden. Doesn't our Lord deserve better than sex? Doesn't He deserve the best in our relationships? The best way for us to be near to God is to keep from the things He calls evil. Read Ephesians 6:4
You fathers, don't provoke your children to wrath, but nurture them in the discipline and instruction of the Lord.
Expect lack of clarity when you seek God without rebuking evil in your life. Seek God's clarity when searching for his Word in your life, spend time in your Bible, and pray in Jesus' name for your future. We know that He has good plans for us and wants to prosper us. Read Jeremiah 29:11.
After this prayer here we hope that the confusion and lack of clarity has gone away. We want to encourage you by praying for you. any part not clearly biblical.
Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus, and any other prayer or requests made not in the name of Jesus Christ or a similar name we pray is stricken to have no effect and the evil be returned to the sender. Please remove any confusion or lack of clarity that is in this woman. Please provide the rest and safety promised to this woman so that she may be an example for others to follow, by keeping her mind and heart on you Lord. It seems like worry and anxiety may be filling her world, and we ask that you replace these with trust and hope in you. . We ask that You grant her peace, prosperity, and full restoration from 2017 and any occurrences not in your will for her life. . We ask; if it is Your will, that You bless her with a godly spouse, and terrible masculinity again from the devil and his crew. Protection from the devil's plots against her and her family, and save any who would seek to harm her. . We rebuke the enemy's voice and negative programs for her life and replace that with Your Holy View and positive programs for her soul and friends. Thank You, Lord, encourage and strengthen her, and fill her with everlasting joy. We thank You for being with us and providing for us always. In Jesus' name we pray.
Praise God for His unfailing love. The greatest promise we have. This is our prayer for this woman and praise to encourage this faithful believer.