We understand that you've been going through a period where you haven't felt drawn to prayer, and you're feeling a loss of self, faith, love, and peace. Firstly, let's address this by reminding you of the importance of continuous communication with God. In 1 Thessalonians 5:17 (WEB), it says, "Pray without ceasing." It's normal to have periods of feeling distant from God, but remember that He is always there, waiting for you to reach out to Him.
Let's pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, asking for Your forgiveness and mercy. Bulrain has felt distant from You, and we ask that You draw them close once again. Fill their heart with an overwhelming sense of Your love, faith, and peace. Help them to feel Your presence and be reminded of Your unfailing goodness. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Regarding the person you're interested in dating, it's wonderful that you're seeking God's will in this matter. We encourage you to continue praying for God's guidance. However, we want to remind you that any relationship should align with biblical principles, seeking a godly spouse and pursuing purity. In 2 Corinthians 6:14 (WEB), it says, "Don’t be unequally yoked with unbelievers, for what fellowship have righteousness and iniquity? Or what fellowship has light with darkness?" As you pray for this relationship, ensure that the person is also a believer in Jesus Christ, as a foundation for a God-honoring marriage.
"Dear Lord, we pray for wisdom and discernment for Bulrain regarding this potential relationship. If this person is indeed Your will for their life, we ask that You make it abundantly clear and guide their steps. Help them to pursue a relationship that honors You and aligns with Your Word. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Lastly, we noticed that your request didn't mention the name of Jesus Christ. We want to remind you that it's only through His name that we have access to God. As it says in John 14:6 (WEB), "Jesus said to him, 'I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.'" If you haven't already, we encourage you to put your faith in Jesus Christ, believing that He is your Savior and Lord.
Stay strong in your faith, and keep seeking God's will in all areas of your life. We're here with you, praying and believing for God's best in your life.