Anonymous
Beloved of All
Pastor ###, my family is in a spiritual bondage. My dad has a school which used to help in our feed and that of the orphans who live with us and sometimes we get assistance from white friends. We have always had financial problems but now that my brother ### is in charge, it is something else. He drives one of the school buses and also manages the school but at the end of every month there is nothing to show and he has to manage and pay the staff; he has not gotten any pay for some months now. The school buses have been having one problem after another almost every day so I want to inquire for a loan in helping my dad get a new bus and since my pay is not that much he also has to get a loan by himself. Our white friend seems to be interested in only those staying with us even though they always say that my father's children are smart. My elder brother is really a given person (all of us are) but for some strange reason he always quits one way or another, like when he was in secondary school he stopped school twice in third year after that he keeps quitting his job until some years back he traveled outside the country and again he came back with some speech and all the money he got he gave it to my second elder brother; he put it in his banking business but it went into bankruptcy, now he wants to travel again but it is not working. My second elder brother quit his lab job after going into debt because of his small banking work (savings and loan) but since he has a school too he started working there. My dad has a growth in his private part which he refused to go for surgery since he dreamt that he was dead after it. My kid sister keeps dreaming about her being dead and I also keep dreaming about my mom being attacked or being dragged out of our house and each time I get to save her.