Aithol
Disciple of Prayer
pastor ### am broken
I lost my mom in covid and my dad in ###. I have two sisters, one got married and the other didn't as she has ###. I lived an unhealthy life working in a corporate company, lust, lies, etc., everything messed in my life. I took money from outside after the death of my mom and for my sis's wedding and I lost my job. Due to that, I am unable to pay emi and the loan agent is harassing me each day. Due to that, I have stolen a mobile from my office and got caught and been filed a case on me. They want money to compromise. I have nothing; I am working, but whatever I earn is going to interest and house rent. I did a mistake and it ruined my life. Tomorrow is my last day to pay emi and phone money. I don't even have ### in the bank. I asked my friends, begged, pleaded, but no one helped me yet. I have sinned, enjoyed my life, left everything, became lazy, ###, everything lost my career, my life, my name
I want God back, I want peace in life, unable to sleep at night times. Please pray for me, I am ashamed of myself 


