Suzyq1987
Disciple of Prayer
In the first part of this three-part series, I shared my deeply personal experience with psychosis, revealing the intense spiritual battles I faced and the biblical parallels that helped me understand my experience. Moving into Part Two, we will continue to explore the relationship between mental health and spirituality. Examining how modern biblical translations have shaped our understanding of key passages, obscuring the true essence of spiritual warfare and mental afflictions. My goal is to challenge conventional Christian views and illuminate the misunderstood experiences of those who, as I once did, are wrestling with the demonic forces at play in our world. The Man of Sin: Mark 5 forms the base of my ministry because it reveals the Man of SIN, exposing him for who he is. In this passage, Jesus encounters a man living among the tombs, who had often been bound in shackles and chains, only to break free from them. This man cried out night and day cutting himself with stones. The passage also describes the man as aggressive by informing us that no one was strong enough to subdue him. (Mark 5:2-5) Let's break down this story to gain a full understanding: The man was isolated in the tombs, a situation indicating severe mental distress. He wore shackles and chains, marking him as an inmate by today's standards. Today, he might be seen as someone struggling with addiction. These are characteristics of SIN. His act of breaking free from the chains is akin to that of an escaped prisoner. It takes a brave soul to escape prison these days. He'd likely carry a gun and would possibly murder for his freedom. This too is a characteristic of SIN. Cutting his wrists with stones is an act of self-harm, while his cries for help are symptoms we see in mental illness, both of which further illustrate the depth of his suffering and the manifestation of SIN. The Legion was the source of all this man's suffering and SIN—a Legion of "many members" housed within the man. Each one of this man's SINFUL thoughts that led him to his SINFUL actions was an effect of LEGION. "Cause and effect." Spirits are invisible; you cannot see them. With that, it becomes clear that Jesus was in conversation with a formless voice in this story, and it was not His first time. Jesus could hear the audible voice of a spirit without form dwelling inside this man's tabernacle of flesh, those thoughts that led to the man's SINS. Today, we would describe this phenomenon as schizophrenia. Was Jesus schizophrenic? I'll need you to be patient with me as I explain this, but yes, He was. And I'll show you in the next section, but are you aware that our science today supports the notion that He was? They have analyzed the major prophets such as Abraham, Moses, Jesus, and Paul from a behavioral, neurologic, and neuropsychiatric perspective to determine the nature of their revelations. They are saying that these men had experiences that resemble those now defined as psychotic symptoms, suggesting that their experiences may have been manifestations of primary or mood disorder-associated psychotic disorders. These findings suggest that persons with primary and mood disorder-associated psychotic symptoms have had a monumental influence on the shaping of Western civilization. We already live in a world where we no longer believe God still speaks to His prophets with and AUDIBLE WORD, and now science is aiming towards a world where we will believe they NEVER DID. Linked With Mental Health: Schizophrenic patients believe they can hear the thoughts of other people. We call this telepathy, and now have machines that are capable of doing so. Science calls it synthetic telepathy. One must wonder how this is even possible. Such a thing seems like science fiction. The ability to use telepathy is something the Illuminati are known for by many of those who are suffering. The ones I'm trying to reach with my message. They believe that this telepathy ability is a part of how THEY control thier minds. Was this man's mind controlled? YES, IT WAS. By whom? The "many members" of the Legion. And where was this Legion? Inside the man DRIVING him into the tombs. DRIVING him to cut his wrist. Very much the same way that THIS KIND DROVE the boy to FALL into the fire. NIV 2011. Luke 8:29 For Jesus had commanded the impure spirit to come out of the man. Many times it had seized him, and though he was chained hand and foot and kept under guard, he had broken his chains and had been driven by the demon into solitary places. NIV 2011 Luke 8:29 For he commanded the unclean spirit, that he should go out from the man. For he took him oft times, and he was bound with chains, and kept in stocks, and when the bonds were broken, he was led of the devil into desert. WYC 1382 THIS KIND is the Legion. This Legion was this man's SIN. This is the Man of SIN. (2 Thessalonians 2:3) A spirit, the murderer from the beginning. (John 8:44) The offspring of the Viper. (Matthew 12:34) That Viper that eats dust all his days. (Genesis 3:14) Man was made from the dust. (Genesis 2:7) So were the pigs. (Genesis 1:24) Each action of SIN this man thought of, IN HIS MIND, came from the WISPERS (Matthew 10:27) of the Legion that was capable of speaking audibly to Jesus. This body of "many members" may have been able to speak to the man as well. This is schizophrenia, all of that SIN dwelling inside the man. Who in our world today is teaching this? These "victims" need the TRUTH, not pharmakeia. When Jesus gave the Legion permission to enter into the tabernacle of those pig's flesh, we see them immediately change their behavior to match that of the mans. They became lunatic. Something had happened to them WITHIN THIER MINDS, and they immediately turned violent, probably attacking each other all the way down the steep bank into the sea and drowned themselves. They committed suicide. (Mark 5:12-13) They Legion DROVE them to murder themselves. I remind you; MURDER IS SIN. What was these pigs SIN? Legion was, wasn't he? The murderer from the beginning. (John 8:44) What happened to the man when the Legion left his tabernacle of flesh? That home was swept clean, wasn't it? (Mark 5:15) Where then was this man's SIN? At the bottom of the sea inside a herd of dead pigs. SIN is not a choice; He is a spirit. He has a Kingdom of his own. I want you to think about secular history: a Legion belongs to a Kingdom. (Luke 17:21) He is the THORN that kept Paul from being conceited. That angle of Satan that harassed him, that Christ's grace was sufficient enough to cover. A body of "many members" that belongs to the Man of SIN. 2 Corinthians 12:7-9 And lest the greatness of revelations enhance me in pride, the prick of my flesh, an angel of Satan, is given to me, that he buffet me. For which thing thrice I prayed the Lord, that it should go away from me. And he said to me, My grace sufficeth to thee; for virtue is perfectly made in infirmity. Therefore gladly I shall glory in mine infirmities, that the virtue of Christ dwell in me. WYC 1382 Let's link this together: Was the boy and isolated? No! Was the Man? Yes! Were the pigs? No! Was the boy an inmate? No! Was the man? Yes! Were the pigs? No! Was the boy aggressive? No! Was the man? Yes! Were the pigs? Yes! Was the boy self-harming? Yes! Was the man? Yes! Did the pigs? Yes! Was the boy a lunatic? Yes! Was the man? Yes! Were the pigs? Yes! - All characteristics of SIN. Romans 7:15-20 I do not understand what I do. For what I want to do I do not do, but what I hate I do. And if I do what I do not want to do, I agree that the law is good. As it is, it is no longer I myself who do it, but it is sin living in me. For I know that good itself does not dwell in me, that is, in my sinful nature. For I have the desire to do what is good, but I cannot carry it out. For I do not do the good I want to do, but the evil I do not want to do—this I keep on doing. Now if I do what I do not want to do, it is no longer I who do it, but it is SIN living in me that does it. WYC 1382 When Jesus taught the lesson about plucking out ones eye, or cutting off ones hand, what was He teaching? "Many members," individual SIN, demons needing to be CAST OUT, belonging to a body. SIN. I pray my readers can see what has been missing in our doctorines. Matthew 18:8-9 And if thine hand or thy foot cause thee to stumble, cut it off, and cast it away from thee. It is better to thee to enter to life feeble, either crooked, than having twain hands or two feet to be sent into everlasting fire. And if thine eye cause thee to stumble, pull it out, and cast it away from thee. It is better to thee with one eye to enter into life, than having twain eyes to be sent into the fire of hell. WYC 1382 Have you ever wondered how Jesus and Paul taught the same ministry, "many members," when Paul had never met Jesus? - THE SAME SPIRIT! Parallels Between Jesus and Modern Experiences of Spiritual Affliction: In Part One I shared a story about a woman named Ashley Baily who believed she was Jesus and Illuminati who slit her boyfriend's throat. I also shared my person story of the time a spirit claiming to be God "came to me and said," "Put a bullet in Chewy's head." Chewy, who was my boyfriend at the time was asleep when the "voice came to me." Imagine being told to murder by an invisible voice claiming to be God. These are things that Jesus faced in Matthew 4 when He was led into the wilderness by a spirit to isolation, (Matthew 4:1) just like the man in Luke 8 was led into the solitary places by Legion. He held a conversation with an invisible voice in this story too, one that was instructing Him to act out certain odd things, like turning stones into bread. (Matthew 4:3) This is something we see in psychosis patients today, with complaints that demons or other voices are instructing them to act out certain odd things as well. What they need is for someone to show them what they are experiencing is the foundation of Jesus' teachings. He was SEIZED by Satan and TAKEN to the holy city where Satan SET (CONTROL) Him on the highest point of the Temple. Satan then instructed Him to commit suicide, which is SIN. "Throw yourself down." (Matthew 4:5-6) The boy in Mark 9 too was "SEIZED" so that he was "thrown into the fire." (Mark 9:17-18) Consider what that would have looked like to those who were standing around the Temple at the time. You see, we always say that Jesus was in the wilderness for 40 days, (Matthew 4:2) but when Satan SET Him on the pinnacle of the Temple, (Matthew 4:5) He was no longer in the wilderness. There would have been many people around the Temple. You can assume that someone saw Him. Imagine a man standing on the edge of a New York skyscraper, ready to jump. What would you think about him? Mental illness, am I right? Jesus also saw visions of all the Kingdoms of the world in a moment's time. (Matthew 4:8) How could that be? Patients with psychosis often experience vivid and sometimes disturbing images or scenes in their minds that can feel as real as watching a movie, even though their eyes are open. Science suggests this phenomenon occurs because the brain struggles to differentiate between reality and these hallucinations. This symptom is a hallmark of schizophrenia, manifesting as visual, auditory, or other sensory hallucinations. These experiences can be very vivid and lifelike. They are real to the person experiencing them. I have even found a poem expressing the tear between the good and evil auditory voices and the visions of the mind titled, "The Movie in my Mind." Was Jesus' experience real? Yes, it was. What about those experiencing it today? Yes, their experience is just as real as the boy's in Matthew 17, the man in Mark 5, and Jesus'. They are the same, and science agrees with me. While they are feeding pharmaceuticals to the experience, claiming it's not real and a mental illness. I stand up for the truth that this is what Jesus' ministry was about. Our Christian society is not doing what is required of them to receive salvation by neglecting those with spiritual gifts and experiences. Revelation 18:23-24 and the light of [the] lantern shall no more shine in thee, and the voice of the husband and of the wife shall no more be heard in thee; for thy merchants were princes of the earth. For in thy witchcrafts all folks erred. And the blood of prophets and of saints is found in it, and of all men that be slain in earth. WYC 1382 Revelation 3:1 And to the angel of the church of Sardis write thou, These things saith he, that hath the seven spirits of God, and the seven stars. I know thy works, for thou hast a name, that thou livest, and thou art dead. WYC 1382 I've had so many Christians try to rebuke my teachings. A prison minister once attempted to disprove to me that the Legion in Mark 5 is not the same spirit Jesus encountered in Matthew 4, stating that God cannot be demon possessed. The fact is, I understand the Christians are only standing up for what they understand the truth to be. I am aware: to them it seems as though I'm changing the entire Bible. What they lack in knowledge is: it has already been changed, and it's not our generation's fault. We are not the ones who altered it, leading to the dissention. (2 Thessalonians 2:3) No one is thinking to look 600 years back. I understand, really. I do. However, I too am armed with a rebuke. Look at what I have already been able to show you. Also, when tracing the words back through a Strongs concordance, you will find they are synonymous. In my YouTube video, Strong's Comparison for Satan and Demon: An In-Depth Analysis, I detail my study techniques in response to the email I received from the prison minister. In it, I confirm that the words "Satan" and "Demon" are synonymous. The intention was for us to understand where the BODY OF MANY MEMBERS IS, where the Kingdom is, and to recognize that SATAN ALSO HAS A BODY. Luke 17:21 neither they shall say, Lo! here, or lo[!] there; for lo! the realm of God is within you. WYC 1382 We were shown the body of Christ on the Mount of Transfiguration. (Matthew 17:1-8) A body of souls behind the Veil of Jesus flesh. Where two of the "many members" making up His body were present, Moses and Elijah. The Kingdom of God, lives inside the tabernacles of our human flesh. You see, the curtain of Jesus flesh rolled back on that mountain, and we got to peer into the kingdom. It was not before the Veil of Jesus' flesh rolled back, nor after the Veil of His flesh was rolled back, but during the moments the Veil of Jesus' flesh was rolled back that the Father tells us, "This is my Son." Telling us, this GLORIOUS LIGHT dwelling behind the Veil of Jesus flesh, IS CHRIST. The TRUE LIGHT that lightens each man as he is born and brought into this world. He is the True Illuminati. Let's link this together one more time: Was the boy isolated? No! Was the Man? Yes! Were the pigs? No! Was Jesus? Yes! Was the boy an inmate? No! Was the man? Yes! Were the pigs? No! Was Jesus an? No! Was the boy aggressive? No! Was the man? Yes! Were the pigs? Yes! Was Jesus? No! Was the boy self-harming? Yes! Was the man? Yes! Did the pigs? Yes! Was Jesus? No, but HE WAS INSTRUCTED TO DO SO! Was the boy a lunatic? Yes! Was the man? Yes! Were the pigs? Yes! Was Jesus? Yes, He was. HE EXPERIENCED PSCHOSIS. But hold on, what have we learned about this? What was the cause to the boy's lunatic state in Matthew 17? Or how about the man on Mark 5? What was the cause to his lunatic state? It was SIN wasn't it. Yes, it was. The issue is, those people who were alive back then, did not have complete knowledge as we do today. Jesus was without SIN, but that's because they didn't fully understand WHO SIN WAS. This is why He did not jump off the Temple, when instructed to do so. He had no spirit of SIN in Him. But Satan is still SIN. And SIN still spoke to Jesus. These things I discuss in further detail thought my work. Things such as SIN hardening Pharoh's heart, when God said, ""I" will harden Pharoh's heart." "I": meaning, God. But Exodus 9:34 tells us SIN hardened his heart. Is SIN God? Yes, he is. He is the False God, the Viper, the Man of Sin. He is the God audibly speaking to those men in Deuteronomy 13 instructing the murder of Jesus. Paul said that the prophets in his generation only prophesied in part, because they only knew in part, but when completion came, then what was known in part would be done away with. (1 Corinthians 13:9-10) Completion has finally arrived. SIN is a spirit of his own. He is the Man of SIN, he is a God, set to be revealed during the dissention. (2 Thessalonians 2:1-6) He is not the Most High God (Mark 5:7 but he is still a God. He is the God of this world. (2 Corinthians 4:4) And He can speak an audible "WORD" of his own. He is the "wind" that breathes his voice, and we cannot tell which way it is coming from. So, it is with those of the spirit of Christ, an audible "WORD" diagnosed as schizophrenia today. The spirit of prophecy. John 3:8 The Spirit breatheth where he will, and thou hearest his voice, but thou knowest not, from whence he cometh, nor whither he goeth; so is each man that is born of the Spirit. WYC 1382 Revelation 19:10 For the witnessing of Jesus is the spirit of prophecy. WYC 1382 Stay tuned for Part three, where we will continue to explore these connections and uncover more about the spiritual battles we face today. christthetruelight.com