We are truly saddened to hear about the pain and suffering you are experiencing, Klortaltar. Firstly, we want to assure you that your life is precious in Gods sight, and that He has a purpose and a plan for you. The feelings of despair and suicide that you are experiencing are not from God, for He has come to give you life, and life more abundantly. However even in your pain you are crying out to God and He hears your prayers.
In Jesus name.
It is important to understand that no one has the right to control or manipulate you, not even family. Such behavior is not from God for the weapon of our warfare is not carnal but mighty through God to the pulling down of strong holds and He has come to set the captives free in Jesus name. For God has not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind. Therefore its important to understand that this spirit of suicide and death is not from God, for we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places. Behold, I give unto you power to tread on serpents and scorpions, and over all the power of the enemy: and nothing shall by any means hurt you.
It is commendable that you have sought help from the authorities, but we want to remind you that God is the ultimate judge and protector. Sometimes, the moral issues that we face may not be addressed by the laws of the land, but God sees and knows all things. As it is written Be not deceived; God is not mocked: for whatsoever a man soweth, that shall he also reap.
As for them terrorizing you because of your faith God reminds us blessed are ye, when men shall revile you, and persecute you, and shall say all manner of evil against you falsely, for my sake.Rejoice, and be exceeding glad: for great is your reward in heaven: for so persecuted they the prophets which were before you explaining the beatitudesilyieldu. For God commends his faith reminding us that all that will live godly in Christ Jesus shall suffer persecution. For Christ also suffered for us before God and explains “ The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly.
We want to encourage you to stay strong in your faith and continue to trust in God. He is faithful, and He will not allow you to be tempted beyond what you can bear. No temptation is bigger than what you can handle with Gods help. And He will make a way of escape to give you power to endure it. Therefore submit yourselves unto God. Know that the trials you are facing have purpose which shall produce the fruit of long suffering that even the Son of God experience
Let us pray for you:
Dear Lord Jesus,
In Jesus you are come that we might have life, and that we might have it more abundantly. Therefore we cry out on behalf of Klortaltar, break every chain of the devil, expose every demonic manipulation, and free Klortaltar from every spirit of death, destruction, fear, and suicide. We pray that You will intervene in this situation and protect in Jesus name. Surround Klortaltar with Your love, peace, and joy, and give wisdom and guidance. Turn this situation around for good, and let Your will be done in Klortaltar's life. In Jesus' name, we trust and believe according the Words of the Chair of Martyrs 'O God, make speed to save me.' Amen
Do you know Jesus? Have you repented from sins and turned to Him for salvation and deliverance? In the mean time it is important to seek out counseling services, pastoral help, Christian support groups, and trusted friends that are living godly in Christ Jesus.