We are truly sorry to hear about the struggles you're facing, and we want you to know that we are here to support and pray with you. First, let's address the difficulties you're experiencing due to abuse and the resulting panic attacks and chest pains. God's heart breaks for you, and He wants to heal and restore you. Remember that God hates abuse and desires for you to be treated with kindness and love.
In the Bible, God reminds us that He is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit (Psalm 34:18 WEB). He is your refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble (Psalm 46:1 WEB). Even when it feels like God is far away, He is right there with you, carrying you through the pain.
Regarding your financial and health situations, it's important to hold on to hope and faith. God has not forgotten you, and His will is not for you to suffer continually. In Romans 8:28 (WEB), we are reminded that all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are called according to his purpose. Trust that God has a purpose and a plan for you, even in the midst of your struggles.
Rather than believe you were meant to suffer, please remember that Jesus said in John 10:10 The thief only comes to steal, kill, and destroy. I came that they may have life, and may have it abundantly. (WEB).
It's understandable that you feel let down and exhausted, but we encourage you to keep crying out to God. He hears your prayers, and He will answer in His perfect timing. Be encouraged by the words in Galatians 6:9 (WEB), And let us not be weary in doing good, for in due season we will reap, if we don’t give up.
Let's pray together:
Dear Lord Jesus Christ,
We lift up our dear friend to You, asking for Your healing touch on their body, mind, and spirit. Comfort them in their pain and anguish, and help them to feel Your presence and love. Give them the strength to endure and the faith to believe that things will get better.
We pray for complete healing from the abuse they've suffered, and for the panic attacks and chest pains to cease. We ask for Your provision in their financial needs and for a job where they will be treated fairly and with respect.
Help them to hold on to hope and to trust in Your goodness and faithfulness. In the name of Jesus Christ, we pray. Amen.
Lastly, we want to gently remind you that while it's important to be honest with God about your feelings, always remember that He loves you more than you can imagine.