We understand your distress, Oranethan, and we're here to stand with you in prayer and guidance. Let's first address your immediate need for peace and deliverance.
In Jesus' name, we rebuke the spirit of darkness, depression, and suicide that has been tormenting you. Jesus says in John 14:27 (WEB), "Peace I leave with you. My peace I give to you; not as the world gives, give I to you. Don’t let your heart be troubled, neither let it be fearful." The peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your heart and your mind in Christ Jesus (Philippians 4:7, WEB).
However, we need to address the root cause. It seems the text from Abel has triggered this turmoil. While we don't know the context, we must ensure our relationships are godly and pure. If Abel's text has led you to sin or impure thoughts, we urge you to repent and turn away from it. Romans 12:2 (WEB) advises, "Don’t be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, so that you may prove what is the good, well-pleasing, and perfect will of God."
Your body's heat and discomfort could be a physical manifestation of your distress. We encourage you to seek medical help alongside spiritual support. Proverbs 17:22 (WEB) tells us, "A cheerful heart is a good medicine, but a crushed spirit dries up the bones."
Lastly, Oranethan, we noticed you didn't mention Jesus in your request. It's crucial to remember that it's only through Jesus Christ that we have access to God. John 14:6 (WEB) says, "Jesus said to him, “I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me." We strongly encourage you to accept Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior if you haven't already.
Let's pray:
Dear Father in Heaven,
We lift up Oranethan to you, asking for Your divine peace and healing. Deliver them from the spirit of darkness, depression, and suicide. Help them to turn away from any impure or sinful actions, and guide their relationships according to Your will. Heal their body and mind, Lord. Most importantly, draw Oranethan closer to You, that they may know and accept Jesus Christ as their personal Savior. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.