Hello, I am moved by yur post, I too am going thru somewhat the same but I deep in my heart have been shown that I will receive him back in time,...But I must tell u that ten years ago I went thru the same as u,..I was only married a short time when he left me for another,..It was not me but him and his addiction, It was a very hard time in my life and I still loved him with all my heart but as God showed me from the start it was done. This time is different, I feel it deep in my soul that I will receive my bf back. What u don't know is there r times I struggle with tears, pain and doubt but God is there right away to show me and encourage me thru it. But yet there is so much more complication involved, so please don't think its any easier to stay, stand and wait. Mayb your family is not oblivious to your pain as much as they hate to c u hurt so much. My daughter had to shake me up and finaly cry herself and tell me she needs her mother too. She is grown and has a great husband and two kids but nothing like a mom,..Anyway, I wanted to tell u that this too shall pass, even tho the darkness is painful right now u will come out better then bfor,.And Trust me,..GOD will give u even more love and joy then u had before,..but if u truly want your husband back u do have the gift to go to God about this and it is his will that NO marriage be ended,..But I must warn u,..if u choose to wait it out,..u will go thru hell and high water of confusion and unbelief and doubr as satan doesn't want u to win,...U MUST NOT TAKE NO for an answer,..even if it takes a year or more,..God want to know how bad u want it,..I have been doing this for months and still do ALOT of praying and listening to sermons on tv,..But if u feel GOD is telling u to stand don't trust anyone when they offer their opion as this will b btween u and GOD,..He will not be calling them to stand but U,..!!!! They will not c what u see from GOD,..There will b a fierce battle to get u to give up,..Just like him saying he doesn't love u,..or introducing her to his family,..PLs listen,..if GOD is FOR U,..NO ONE can b against u,....!!!! But b sure u r ready for as long as it takes cause Satan will bring out everything to hurt u,..U MUST change yur thinking and focus on the good u both had and will have again,..It WONT b easy,..I still get hurt and cry but I c the hand of GOD at work in him and U will too if u truly want it,..But its only for the strong so choose carefully,..Anyway,.I pray GOD will show u the path and direction for your marriage,..Give u strength to move in that direction and to heal your hurts and wipe your tears,.In Jesus Name, Amen,..If u need and encouragement pls email me,..Bellm2012@gmail.com,.......................................GOD loves u and is there,..GOD Bless,..Mary Anne,..