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lost_soul
Guest
Lord,
I pray with a heavy heart. I got rejected from a job I am far more than capable, and I do not understand why. Lord, I do feel that I have far more to offer than they are giving me credit for, and I do not understand why I am jobless while the disqualified seems to have no problems. Lord, I am concerned, miserable and not coping well. I guess I can be grateful as I am struggling with having food, but I am so upset my talents and skills have absolutely no use. Lord, I desperately need the money, because without it, I am not able to continue my further studies, and I am not able to find a suitable position (What a vicious cycle!)
Lord, they said you are the lord for opportunities and hope. But where is my hope? You know I can do well, but why I keep getting rejections? Did I search in the wrong directions? If so, why I receive no information. My patience is really running out, and my depression seems worsen over time. Lord, I wasted my life on helping someone who never appreciated my help, and I feel so bitter about the fact you grant all of them nice lives but me. Yes, I am angry. If you are the most powerful and capable, why I need to be in this disgusting position. I hate it, I hate it, and I hate it.
Are you hearing me? or are you just permanently silent?
I pray with a heavy heart. I got rejected from a job I am far more than capable, and I do not understand why. Lord, I do feel that I have far more to offer than they are giving me credit for, and I do not understand why I am jobless while the disqualified seems to have no problems. Lord, I am concerned, miserable and not coping well. I guess I can be grateful as I am struggling with having food, but I am so upset my talents and skills have absolutely no use. Lord, I desperately need the money, because without it, I am not able to continue my further studies, and I am not able to find a suitable position (What a vicious cycle!)
Lord, they said you are the lord for opportunities and hope. But where is my hope? You know I can do well, but why I keep getting rejections? Did I search in the wrong directions? If so, why I receive no information. My patience is really running out, and my depression seems worsen over time. Lord, I wasted my life on helping someone who never appreciated my help, and I feel so bitter about the fact you grant all of them nice lives but me. Yes, I am angry. If you are the most powerful and capable, why I need to be in this disgusting position. I hate it, I hate it, and I hate it.
Are you hearing me? or are you just permanently silent?