Anonymous
Beloved of All
Lord, I confess my anger with you. Last night I kneeled before you in frustration and anger. I have been praying for a long time for understanding, your revelation, and discernment with regard to my life and my marriage. My husband has been gone for months and I have prayed everyday and seek you everyday. I fell into temptation twice during these months but you provided a way of escape and I came to my marriage bed kept pure. I have prayed for the salvation of my husband and been honest with you about wanting him home. Yes, I know that my hand has been out but I TRULY care about his lifelong eternity. He says he is happy and has introduced the other woman to friends and family. I am more than heartbroken. I pray for her too as I ask you to change her heart and turn it back towards her husband. I have forgiven both of them as I pray you and my husband for give me for my faults, mistakes, and sins. I am not sure where his anger towards me is coming from because I do not call him, only when he prompts me, I don't attempt to email or anything else. I just pray for you to work in his life and to keep him safe.
I have been asking if I have been praying for my husband or marriage in vain and you do not answer. My husband hates me based on his anger toward me and I have given him no reason other than the occasional response telling him that I love him (if we even talk). So I sit here after attending church as feeling nothing but the tears coming to my eyes.
Faith is what moves God, yes, I know but I am tired and beginning to submit into giving up on my life. Please show me what it is you need me to know. I need a little of your faith Lord. You said to look to you. My family keeps telling me to give up on him and why would I want to be with someone like him. THEY ARE NOT YOU LORD. So I need you to tell me something, to do something, to reveal something. Please Lord, hear my call to you, I ask earnestly for your response.
I have been asking if I have been praying for my husband or marriage in vain and you do not answer. My husband hates me based on his anger toward me and I have given him no reason other than the occasional response telling him that I love him (if we even talk). So I sit here after attending church as feeling nothing but the tears coming to my eyes.
Faith is what moves God, yes, I know but I am tired and beginning to submit into giving up on my life. Please show me what it is you need me to know. I need a little of your faith Lord. You said to look to you. My family keeps telling me to give up on him and why would I want to be with someone like him. THEY ARE NOT YOU LORD. So I need you to tell me something, to do something, to reveal something. Please Lord, hear my call to you, I ask earnestly for your response.