Anonymous
Beloved of All
In less than 2 hours we are meeting with my sister Lord, about borrowing much needed funds to save our shop, this is very hard for me, when I have been looking to you, believing in you for a breakthrough. Help me to accept her help, to put aside my wrong thinking about faith, trust and prayer, believing wrongly in you. I am so sorry for what I thought, felt , I am sorry for expecting a miracle, for standing still when I kept hitting brick walls, I feel as though everything is just one lie after the next and what speaks to me through scriptures is just another deception from the darkness of this world.
I will continue to believe you are real, but I refuse to believe what I am told and what I think it all means. I am beyond broken, left with no hope, or self worth. I love you, for you are God, and I am not, and you deserve all reverence, love and praise. Amen
I will continue to believe you are real, but I refuse to believe what I am told and what I think it all means. I am beyond broken, left with no hope, or self worth. I love you, for you are God, and I am not, and you deserve all reverence, love and praise. Amen