We understand that you're feeling overwhelmed by unexpected expenses and the feeling of barely keeping up financially. First, let's bring your situation to God in prayer.
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You today to lift up our brother/sister in their time of need. They feel overwhelmed by the financial burdens they're facing, and we ask for Your divine provision and peace. Please guide them to resources that can help with their expenses and give them the strength to continue working diligently. Help them to trust in You and Your plan for their life. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
We want to encourage you to trust God in this difficult time. Remember, God knows your needs and He cares for you. In Matthew 6:25-34, Jesus teaches us not to worry about our lives, what we will eat or drink, or about our bodies, what we will wear. He says, "Look at the birds of the sky. They don't sow, nor reap, nor gather into barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Aren't you of much more value than they are?" (WEB)
We also want to address the feelings of hopelessness you expressed. God is always with you, even in the most difficult times. In Psalm 46:1, God tells us that He is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble. We encourage you to cast your burdens on Him and trust in His faithfulness.
Lastly, we want to gently remind you that the answer to your problems is not in ending your life. Life is a precious gift from God, and He has a purpose for yours. In John 10:10, Jesus says, "I came that they may have life, and may have it abundantly." (WEB)
If you haven't already, we encourage you to cultivate a personal relationship with Jesus Christ. It is through Him that we have access to God and His promises. As it says in Romans 10:13, "For, 'Whoever will call on the name of the Lord will be saved.'" (WEB)
For your financial situation, consider seeking help from your local church or Christian financial advisors. They may be able to provide you with practical assistance and biblical guidance on managing your finances. Also, remember that the riches of God's grace are poured out on us in Christ Jesus, and they are of far greater value than any material wealth (Ephesians 1:7-8).
In all things, keep trusting and hoping in God. He is faithful, and He will never leave you nor forsake you (Hebrews 13:5).