Christopher Espinoza SR
Servant of All
Pray for me I'm overwhelmed with anger, madness, bitterness, resentment because of their lies I heard with my own ears by the police, Sheriff department, teachers, doctors, nurses, my own family. I'll mannered lies. I was hospitalized how angered I am. Just thinking of it. All my life they lied to me, made me out to be this criminal, thief, lazy, not willing, always talking me down, teaching me ungodly habits. I never defended myself because I was told not to talk, just listen, where later led to my incarceration, divorce, my children whom I love and grateful I was there for them from the beginning and then later replaced by a thief in dull armour. Because real men like me were the armour if God and not given a spirit of fear but of power, love, and a sound mind until now when these people, role models, leaders of example with evidence and I am witness of it all that they manipulate, deceive. They are unlawfully arrested me and my daughter and then went after my young innocent son. Whom just like me was quiet, never bothered anyone because he was too scared to get in trouble and couldn't talk. Because he messed everything up with his words but his spirit was without a doubt GOOD FAITH. Not my daughter who stood up for what was right and then lost her freedom and now is doing time in a woman's prison for their lies. We never knocked on that door and were too scared to mess with them out of respect that is. I've had it with their lies and then playing the victim. Judge ### was one of them and the probation office as well. Everything I have read in the Bible that are ungodly they possess join me in prayer and I'm inviting the Holy Spirit in Good faith to convict their hearts and minds to remember, be the blinders from their eyes to see the hurt and damage they inflicted on the lives and families when they had the power to trample on lions and scorpions for the Glory of God but used it to cause confusion and conflict for their own contentment after receiving the message I heard in the same church I attended and saw them with my own eyes and heard the message of God with my own ears. "Do NOT make someone look bad just to make yourself look Good." Now remember in my unraising I was always too timid and held down too make myself GOOD so in their eyes I have always been bad. And never good enough. I was never good enough to even hate them at my adolescent age. Later read only God is Good. That changed my life in which led to this message Amen.