Anonymous
Beloved of All
Almighty Father,
I come before you today to ask for wisdom as I choose to let go and move forward with my life today. I am really depressed by all of this.
I am scared to live a life without love and affection. You know how long I’ve been longing and praying for Karl Benedict. I met him last March and I thought everything was going to be rainbows and butterflies.
However, it came to a point that he verbally abused me and said some really mean things to me over the phone. And he never truly appreciated me for loving him. I really did love this person. I went to all different churches with him praying that he would the one for me.
I thought he was my soulmate and that we would live happy ever after. However, things got out of hand. There was so much gaslighting, manipulation and emotional turmoil. And all I can do now is just ask why can’t he love me back?
I did everything in my own little way to get him to like me. I was always one call away. I was there for him 24/7 whenever he needed me. Yet in the end he said that he can’t love me back and that he doesn’t really care about me and my feelings.
Jesus, I am so frustrated and sad. I already want to commit suicide because I am so heartbroken. He came back out of nowhere and that made me jump in joy because I thought that things would be different this time around. That maybe just maybe he would want to commit already.
Lord, if this is your will that he leaves me with no closure and without any form of apology, then let your will be done. I only pray that I maybe able to stop obsessing over him and move forward with my own life:
I really want to find someone this time around that will love me for who I am. A person who is not narcissistic in any way. Someone who will respect me and give me the love I deserve:
I pray for this Godly man to walk into my life as I close this door on Karl Benedict. I have no idea if he is ever going to come back, but once again, I am hoping that maybe just maybe he will change.
Please Lord, please talk some sense into Karl. I don’t know what demonic forces are holding him back, but please set him free. Please give him clarity and peace of mind. Please don’t let his anger and resentment take over. Please allow him to see the situation on a wider perspective. I am fervently praying for one last miracle to happen.
I pray that just one more time, one last time we can talk as adults and have some closure. This is if it is in accordance to your most holy will.
I’m sorry for sounding so desperate. I really love Karl Benedict so much. And I just hope and pray that I can move on peacefully when we part ways forever. I have no idea if he will ever come back around but if he does, please let there be some changes to the situation that we are in.
Lord, I lift Karl Benedict up to you. Please cover him with your most precious blood and I ask all the angels and saints of your celestial core to please please soften his heart. I know he is not a bad person. I really pray that he would come into a better place mentally and spiritually.
This I ask in your mighty name. Jesus, I surrender myself to you. Please take care of everything, Lord.
Amen.
I come before you today to ask for wisdom as I choose to let go and move forward with my life today. I am really depressed by all of this.
I am scared to live a life without love and affection. You know how long I’ve been longing and praying for Karl Benedict. I met him last March and I thought everything was going to be rainbows and butterflies.
However, it came to a point that he verbally abused me and said some really mean things to me over the phone. And he never truly appreciated me for loving him. I really did love this person. I went to all different churches with him praying that he would the one for me.
I thought he was my soulmate and that we would live happy ever after. However, things got out of hand. There was so much gaslighting, manipulation and emotional turmoil. And all I can do now is just ask why can’t he love me back?
I did everything in my own little way to get him to like me. I was always one call away. I was there for him 24/7 whenever he needed me. Yet in the end he said that he can’t love me back and that he doesn’t really care about me and my feelings.
Jesus, I am so frustrated and sad. I already want to commit suicide because I am so heartbroken. He came back out of nowhere and that made me jump in joy because I thought that things would be different this time around. That maybe just maybe he would want to commit already.
Lord, if this is your will that he leaves me with no closure and without any form of apology, then let your will be done. I only pray that I maybe able to stop obsessing over him and move forward with my own life:
I really want to find someone this time around that will love me for who I am. A person who is not narcissistic in any way. Someone who will respect me and give me the love I deserve:
I pray for this Godly man to walk into my life as I close this door on Karl Benedict. I have no idea if he is ever going to come back, but once again, I am hoping that maybe just maybe he will change.
Please Lord, please talk some sense into Karl. I don’t know what demonic forces are holding him back, but please set him free. Please give him clarity and peace of mind. Please don’t let his anger and resentment take over. Please allow him to see the situation on a wider perspective. I am fervently praying for one last miracle to happen.
I pray that just one more time, one last time we can talk as adults and have some closure. This is if it is in accordance to your most holy will.
I’m sorry for sounding so desperate. I really love Karl Benedict so much. And I just hope and pray that I can move on peacefully when we part ways forever. I have no idea if he will ever come back around but if he does, please let there be some changes to the situation that we are in.
Lord, I lift Karl Benedict up to you. Please cover him with your most precious blood and I ask all the angels and saints of your celestial core to please please soften his heart. I know he is not a bad person. I really pray that he would come into a better place mentally and spiritually.
This I ask in your mighty name. Jesus, I surrender myself to you. Please take care of everything, Lord.
Amen.