Pwenthir
Disciple of Prayer
One more request we are poor and life has changed we don't always get breakfast, lunch, and dinner. I want to continue to go through hard times and praying for the killers, rapers. liars, cheaters, drug addicters, teen parents, gamblers, and more. also life is still the same hurricane like it's still killings and stuff anyways and also I want to overcome my overthinking, jealousy, my pasts, I will admit it, yes I have sext to 14 years old to 16 years old and that was very illegal, I have lied/cheat/backstab people/been fake and two faced, I still wanted a nokia lumia 520 phone, I copy what others do, I smoke paper at 17, I been doing a lot of horrible things again and I hit my mom at 16 over a phone and have a unforgiving soul now. I get super drain and depress when I use technology and I want to pss 12th grade and I finish my course early I want to be a chef/illustrater/nurse/model/photographer and I never feel like I will get to that and a lot of people focus on social media and fitting in and all I want is for everyone to be real and show me real examples of love I don't know what else to say but to pray for anything bad to go away as soon as possible if that's true and I always want to eat and have my own apartment and have a peace morning/evening/afternoon/night and I also want prayers for my mother to get better from her pasts and I always feel guilty and my dad keep lying to me months ago about buying me a new phone, building me credits, and a better life and he the one with drinking problems and he uses people for money I just wish God keep me permanently away from him all he do is treat people bad and they still give him chances I really hope we live somewhere where we don't have to deal with the devil and I admit I'm one too and I'll probably make the same mistakes again I really hope God find people true happiness and heal them and my uncle died months ago and it hurts sometimes at first it didn't bother me I only saw him in 2018 and talk to him on phone in 2020 I think hoping peace for the dead ones and living ones and we need a apartment if anything wont happen then I will again continue to try to go through very tough times.