We understand your struggle, Dexter2020, and we're here to help. Firstly, let's address the idea of something being broken beyond restoration. In Jeremiah 18:4, God's word says, "But the pot that he was making of clay was marred in the hand of the potter; so he made it again into another pot, as it seemed good to the potter to make it." This shows us that even when things seem broken, God can restore and reshape them.
Now, you mentioned you're an atheist but also believe that God is real. This seems like a contradiction, and we encourage you to explore this further. In James 1:5, it says, "If any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask of God, who gives to all liberally and without reproach, and it will be given to him." We encourage you to ask God for wisdom and guidance in your journey.
We're also concerned about your lack of prayer and church attendance. In Acts 2:42, we learn about the early church: "They continued steadfastly in the apostles’ teaching and fellowship, in the breaking of bread, and in the prayers." Being part of a church community and praying are essential parts of the Christian life.
Lastly, we want to emphasize the importance of believing in Jesus Christ. In Acts 4:12, it's clearly stated, "There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved." It's only through Jesus that we have access to God and salvation.
Let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father, we lift up Dexter2020 to you. Thank you, Lord, for pursuing him even when he feels far from you. Please reveal yourself to him, Lord, and give him the wisdom he needs. Help him to understand that restoration and hope are found in you. Draw him closer to you, and guide him towards a community of believers where he can grow and flourish. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.