GrandParent
Humble Prayer Warrior
their will be no MRI. Insurance will not pay for it! Period! As of right now, I do not know what will be the next Step, but from the looks of it, they may try to send me to physical Therapy. Which I can not do! First of all, I did Physical Therapy for 2 yrs after the Accident, still doing Exercises at home to this Day! I am watching two of my three Grand Children Monday - Friday, if I can not watch them either my Daughter or my Son in Law will have to quit their Job! If either of them quits their Job, they no longer are able to pay their Rent etc! They both work very hard and live very frugal as it is, their is no Room on cutting back cost! My Husband wants me to either get a Job or get the "f..." out, his Words, not mine, I do not talk like that! I am in immense Pain, I have been looking for Weekend / Evening Jobs for the past 5 yrs. Have applied to just about any Place I could possibly work for, NOTHING!
I can not afford a Divorce, I have no Money, my Husband does not give me a Penny! My Daughter feeds me and gives me enough to buy my Medicine, Gas for the Car and whatever else I absolutely have to have! Β
I have been working hard, Full Time since the Age of 14, have raised all three of my Children, while working a Full Time Job! Did all of the House Work / Cooking Cleaning etc etc on my own without any help from my Husband! His Job was to go to work and mow the Lawn, that's it! He likes to spent Money on Electronics etc etc. If I would find a Job, I would work, I'm not lazy, never have been! If I didn't hurt so badly, I would not say I was in Pain! I take as little as possible of the Medicine I have been subsrcibed for several Reasons! 1, I do not like feeling drugged while responsible for two little ones! 2, I prefer not to get dependent on Pills! 3, I can not afford buying that much!
Dear Jesus, I know and believe, have Faith and Hope you have a specific Plan for all this, if I did not know that I would have given up a long Time ago! Please give me the Strength I need to continue on! Please send me the financial Miracle it will take for me to get out off this Marriage and take care of my Health! 30 Years I have lived with this Man! And I am not the only one who thinks their is something wrong with him! All three of my Children, both my Son in Laws and I believe he is manic depressive with Bipolar Disease, but of course according to him their is NOTHING wrong with him! It is all of us, according to him who are at Fault that he gets extremely verbally abusive and I should be glad he does not beat the S... out of me every Day, again, those are his Words, I do not speak like that! I never have and never will appreciate foul Language! I was NOT brought up this Way, my Kids where not brought up this Way and neither are my Grand Kids brought up this Way!
Please continue to pray with me and for me! Prayer does work! Jesus works in miraculous Ways and I fully believe when Time is ready my Life will change for the better
Amen
I can not afford a Divorce, I have no Money, my Husband does not give me a Penny! My Daughter feeds me and gives me enough to buy my Medicine, Gas for the Car and whatever else I absolutely have to have! Β
I have been working hard, Full Time since the Age of 14, have raised all three of my Children, while working a Full Time Job! Did all of the House Work / Cooking Cleaning etc etc on my own without any help from my Husband! His Job was to go to work and mow the Lawn, that's it! He likes to spent Money on Electronics etc etc. If I would find a Job, I would work, I'm not lazy, never have been! If I didn't hurt so badly, I would not say I was in Pain! I take as little as possible of the Medicine I have been subsrcibed for several Reasons! 1, I do not like feeling drugged while responsible for two little ones! 2, I prefer not to get dependent on Pills! 3, I can not afford buying that much!
Dear Jesus, I know and believe, have Faith and Hope you have a specific Plan for all this, if I did not know that I would have given up a long Time ago! Please give me the Strength I need to continue on! Please send me the financial Miracle it will take for me to get out off this Marriage and take care of my Health! 30 Years I have lived with this Man! And I am not the only one who thinks their is something wrong with him! All three of my Children, both my Son in Laws and I believe he is manic depressive with Bipolar Disease, but of course according to him their is NOTHING wrong with him! It is all of us, according to him who are at Fault that he gets extremely verbally abusive and I should be glad he does not beat the S... out of me every Day, again, those are his Words, I do not speak like that! I never have and never will appreciate foul Language! I was NOT brought up this Way, my Kids where not brought up this Way and neither are my Grand Kids brought up this Way!
Please continue to pray with me and for me! Prayer does work! Jesus works in miraculous Ways and I fully believe when Time is ready my Life will change for the better
Amen