Anonymous
Beloved of All
Ok, I am sharing this not because I am proud of it in any way ok but because I need help. I keep trying to envision myself with the Lord at the table where I receive grace from Him and forgiveness and every time I reach for the cup with the blood I instantly see myself spitting it out. I want to drink it, I dont know what the issue is but I want to drink it, it seems there is a force or spirit in the way and if you could please pray for this to be broken I would appreciate it. This whole thing scares me terribly and I need a breakthrough.