Baswal
Faithful Servant
Oh Yahshua son of Almighty Abba in the heavenly realm, I prayed for a new start and a fresh beginning using my skill sets and experience. I waited patiently until my prayer request laid at your feet was left unanswerable, attempted to get up and fell, waited patiently again, attempted to make an effort to get up but fell yet again. Your spiritual promises already made in the unseen spiritual world did not happen as it was supposed to in the physical world. That was the daily struggle that I faced alone left on the shelf at home with my family as unemployed because of the global curse of Covid-19 leaving its daily mark of infections, long Covid and more avoidable human death throughout this year. Despite all the human effort that I made with sending job applications for suitable big roles online, many businesses were forced to put these roles on hold mainly because of business uncertainty due to rising local Covid-19 infections. So for me 2020 has been a horrible year, a stain which that I prefer to write off for so many reasons. I still wait for your deferred promises to be delivered and fulfilled in the physical world from the unseen spiritual world. You have watched from your spiritual television set how my own daily life throughout this period has been going more downhill than uphill as a struggle due to the unclean spirits from the evil kingdom of darkness which altered my my attitude thus causing me to wounding myself by repeatedly and continuously "miss the mark". Now that the darkness of coldest winter has arrived and I think deeply over this year, let this be my opportunity to begin a new conversation through your holy word in my new Bible to gain a much better understanding of my purpose, my direction, and my immediate next steps by doing my spiritual-to-do list EVERY DAY as you originally instructed me to do to fully root out in the unseen spirit world by rebuking and destroying all generational curses in my family line, strongmen and unclean monitoring spirits sent by SATAN from his kingdom of darkness which have caused my lack of progress, to stop rebelling against you by making excuses to my family members knowing that you know my heart, see everything and that you regularly speak through my two daughters, to treat my spiritual-to-do list seriously by doing my spiritual tasks on OneNote and to stop wasting my valuable time watching your so-called spiritual or false prophets on YouTube videos and treating them as my source of entertainment because you know that I have spent a lot of time watching them on YouTube. You want me to spiritually progress but you want me to put in the necessary spiritual work to make things happen both in the unseen spiritual world and physical world. I ask that you, the son and high priest of the Almighty Abba who sits on the throne in heaven to remove from my life the clutter that has misplaced where my focus should be which is towards the things of you in the mighty name of Abba Father and of Ruach Ha'Kodesh, the holy spirit. Amen!