Baswal
Faithful Servant
Oh Lord, I come before you as a rebellious child of the heavenly family. You said that there are at least 50 questions covering holes in knowledge covering 9 areas of my life; sin, effective communication, sexual immorality, identity in Christ, toxic family members, victim mentality, Salvation (grace), social phobia, confidence (self-esteem).
I do not believe that I have such quantity of holes in my knowledge covering each area. I believe that there are at least half that number. This is impossible for me to achieve within this year because of other activities in my personal areas of goals and holistic career strategy which I've only prepared but are now questioning whether they can be achieved this year as well.
My job hunting strategy that I thought would be achieved at the end of last year with a job offer has already fallen apart and I'm back to square one all over again.
If you really think that all my goals for 2022 can be achieved this year then show me the way because I don't feel that I have a faith of a mustard seed right now.
Worse of all, I have no spiritual relationship with you even though I've been trying and failing so many times throughout my life to have one.
So I now leave my prayer at your feet and ask for your intervention even though I don't deserve your help right now because of my attitude. Amen and amen.
I do not believe that I have such quantity of holes in my knowledge covering each area. I believe that there are at least half that number. This is impossible for me to achieve within this year because of other activities in my personal areas of goals and holistic career strategy which I've only prepared but are now questioning whether they can be achieved this year as well.
My job hunting strategy that I thought would be achieved at the end of last year with a job offer has already fallen apart and I'm back to square one all over again.
If you really think that all my goals for 2022 can be achieved this year then show me the way because I don't feel that I have a faith of a mustard seed right now.
Worse of all, I have no spiritual relationship with you even though I've been trying and failing so many times throughout my life to have one.
So I now leave my prayer at your feet and ask for your intervention even though I don't deserve your help right now because of my attitude. Amen and amen.