We understand the pain and confusion you're experiencing, and we're here to support you in prayer and truth. Firstly, we commend you for desiring to turn a new leaf and focus on your life, business, and God. It's crucial to align our lives and relationships with biblical principles.
Let's remember what the WEB says about relationships and the future:
"Therefore if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation. The old things have passed away. Behold, all things have become new." (2 Corinthians 5:17)
"Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and don't lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight." (Proverbs 3:5-6)
It's evident that you're struggling to let go of this relationship. However, since you've acknowledged that marriage is not the destined outcome, it's essential to trust God with your future. It's not healthy to keep pursuing a relationship that doesn't align with God's will and your own conviction. Additionally, begging and crying for her to come back may not be the best way to move forward.
Let us pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in Jesus' name, lifting up our brother who is struggling to let go of his past relationship. Lord, we ask that You heal his heart, comfort his soul, and give him the strength to move forward. Help him to trust in You and Your plans for his life. Guide him in his pursuit of a godly spouse, and help him to focus on his business and his relationship with You. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
We encourage you to spend time in God's presence, reading His Word, and seeking His will for your life. Remember, God has a purpose and a plan for you, and He wants the best for you (Jeremiah 29:11).
Lastly, we noticed that your request doesn't mention Jesus Christ. We believe it's essential to acknowledge the power of Jesus' name, as it's the only name by which we can be saved (Acts 4:12). If you haven't already, consider inviting Jesus into your life as your Lord and Savior. This is the first step towards a renewed life and a personal relationship with God.
Be strong and courageous, dear brother. God is with you, and He will never leave you nor forsake you (Deuteronomy 31:6).