Baswal
Faithful Servant
Oh Abba, Yeshua and Ruach Ha'Kodesh, of the royal family of Elohim (love), while I rest and wait in the pit of unemployment, I know that you will always act and take decisions on my behalf for my own good even if I don't understand the reasons for constant 'NO' responses covering many shut doors to opportunities which are confirmed by prospective employers which seemed okay at the time but have proved unsuitable to me. I wonder is it really worth my own time bothering to dress up, go out and travel to attend any more interviews only to receive further disappointment with more 'NO' responses backed up by lies, deceit and excuses made by many false, so-called prospective employers not to proceed with my application until one genuine interview that I have with a truthful prospective employer that was opened as a new door just one, really, really turns out to be 'YES'? Or am I really wasting my own time and effort if you already know well in advance before the day of my interview with the interviewer that your answer will be 'NO' because that interviewer is not telling the truth and just wants to waste my time. Or they just don't bother to contact me to say whether they are interested with proceeding further with my application as a candidate. I don't want to waste my time with the games played by employers being so picky behind the scenes trying to find the right person to fill job roles left by former employees who have left for whatever reason. I am really serious about wanting to get back to work after nearly 14 months. 14 months rotting down helpless within the unemployment pit. On the spiritual level, you have been testing me throughout my "season of waiting" to see whether I will choose to follow you or whether I will choose to turn away and reject you. Have I reached the end of my "season of waiting" after 14 months or will I remain stuck at the bottom of my pit of unemployment? You already know the answer and have drawn up the solution with the right roadmap for me to follow so why am I asking you the same question over and over again for 14 months? Let this week and subsequent weeks REALLY mark the end of my silent reflection, disappointment, rejection, failure, isolation, hopeless and "season of further waiting" whilst stuck within the unemployment pit and mark the beginning of HOPE and REAL change for me. Let my hope not become another false alarm that you will finally come to my assistance by offering to me your rope of divine deliverance and pull me right up to safety according to your will and that ALL your deferred promises made towards me HAVE already been fulfilled, ARE fulfilled, and WILL be fulfilled to thy glory. In the name of Ruach Ha'Kodesh Omein and omein and omein.