Baswal
Faithful Servant
Oh Abba, Yeshua and Ruach Ha'Kodesh, members of the royal family of Elohim (love), I give you thanks and praise for all that you have done towards me this week. I give you thanks and praise for what you have done in my past, and I will give you thanks and praise for what you are about to do during my long "season of waiting" for my future. Looking back, it has been such a long time coming while I continually wait through my arduous unemployment wilderness over 13 months now without obtaining any work. Opportunities that seemed right at the time were proved wrong. Previous job interviews came and went without any further progress. Applications came and went without making any progress. You already see and know there is an awful lot of pickiness going on behind the scenes among many business clients to finding the right person to fill job roles for their businesses. You already know that I have been out of work for over a year and have been surviving above the water on universal credit with getting weekly family handouts as my reducing overdraft is in bad shape as it is. You already knew that I was going to fail with so many previous job interviews but you wanted me to know that for myself. On the spiritual level, you have been testing me throughout my "season of waiting" to see whether I will choose to follow you or whether I will choose to turn away and reject you. Have I reached the end of my "season of waiting" after 13 months or will I need to remain within my unemployment wilderness and endure further months before you pour out the deferred blessings that you wanted to give me? I am being asked by my local workplacement adviser each month as to how I am getting on with my efforts to finding any work but the reality is that I am still waiting for all of you to step in and deliver me out of my own "season of waiting". I have no idea whatsoever, from my last job interview that I attended whether I will receive a job offer or whether I will once again be rejected like all the others either because of my interview performance or because of lack of experience. I don't know anymore. I have given up after 13 months in the unemployment wilderness which gets longer each day, week and month that I remain stuck. You already know the answer so why am I keep asking you all the same question for 13 months? If it is the right job for me to have then my "season of waiting" will end. I ask you to help me to remain resilient, committed and determined, as this will lead me to achieve my goal or objective. Feel the success of what's to come. All I know is that you are faithful to your promise regardless which job according to your luni-solar calendar and not the Gregorian calendar for timing which you don't recognise and acknowledge. The end is near and the beginning of something great. In the name of Ruach Ha'Kodesh. Aman and Aman!!!!