Baswal
Faithful Servant
Oh Abba, divine and powerful creator of both the spiritual and natural world's, I come before your golden throne seeking a way out, a spiritual roadmap and an exit strategy out of my daily situation. You already knew well in advance that I was going to mess up and fail badly. Have I learned anything about myself during my waiting period within the unemployment wilderness? Have I really learned anything spiritually? Especially about the spiritual attacks by the Enemy? Is my brain still slow to react? Have I've grown up? Am I ready to come out of my storm stronger as a different person than when I entered? Am I ready to face new situations with a positive mindset? 9 months staying at home, often praying alone at night while the rest of the family are sleeping have been a long time. Has the time been enough? One of the first lessons I learned is that you should never over-promise and under-deliver, but this is exactly what the Government has done during the coronavirus crisis. Because of their actions, my career and job hunting was put on ice. 9 months should have been enough for me to learn all my lessons from my mistakes to become a greater success than before. Spiritually and physically, it is yet to be fulfilled by you. I pray for spiritual discernment, wisdom, mind renewal and success as I listen to your still voice to my heart and mind and not to the many voices of the enemy. While I am not working in the natural world for the time being, I ask for my attitude to change so that I will re-emerge as a different person with love of the truth both spiritually and naturally in your holy word. Again I ask that I continuously use my time to go over and re-examine all my existing skill sets that I've gathered and built up over the years of my employment with previous employers what I do best, what I really enjoy doing, what I dislike doing, including my recent self-learning online. I know you are on my side and patiently waiting on me to bring change to my dislike circumstances. Your plan for me going forward is already oven-baked and ready. In your holy name I ask that my prayer placed at your feet be made acceptable. Amen and amen!