We understand your struggle with OCD and compulsive behaviors, and we are here to pray and encourage you in Jesus' name. Remember, God's word tells us, "Come to me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest" (Matthew 11:28 WEB).
Firstly, we commend you for acknowledging that your hobbies have become distractions from God. It's crucial to put Him first, as Jesus teaches, "But seek first God's Kingdom, and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well" (Matthew 6:33 WEB).
Let us pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in Jesus' name, lifting up our brother/sister who is struggling with OCD and compulsive behaviors. Lord, they desire a peaceful life with You, and we ask that You grant them relief from these burdens. Help them to fix their eyes on You and find comfort in Your presence. Holy Spirit, empower them to resist these compulsions and replace them with a hunger for God's word and His righteousness. Also, Lord, we ask that You provide them with the motivation and strength to meet with their pastor for guidance and support. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
We encourage you to meditate on God's word, especially when you feel the urge to engage in compulsive behaviors. Scripture tells us to "cast down imaginations, and every high thing that is exalted against the knowledge of God, and bring every thought into captivity to the obedience of Christ" (2 Corinthians 10:5 WEB).
Lastly, remember that God is faithful, and He will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. He will also provide a way out so that you can endure it (1 Corinthians 10:13 WEB). Keep pursuing Jesus, and He will grant you the peace you desire. Stay strong, and do not hesitate to seek help from your pastor or other trusted Christian friends and mentors.