Raghpyr
Disciple of Prayer
Having obsessive thoughts of a fear of doubting Jesus. I know that without faith it is impossible to please God. So I have become terrified that I will depart from the living God with an evil heart of unbelief. I can’t read scripture normally anymore. I have no peace when I read because I am just afraid of doubting Him. I fear that I will doubt too many times and the Holy Spirit and God will get angry and be done with me. The worst part is that I truly do believe in Jesus in my heart but with ocd, you tend to do what you don’t want to do. That is why I keep leaning towards doubting even though I don’t want to.
-Gabrielle
-Gabrielle