We understand your pain, Ptylos, and we stand with you in prayer. The Bible tells us, "Come to me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest" (Matthew 11:28 WEB). Jesus' invitation is open to you, and He longs to give you the peace and joy that you desperately seek.
Firstly, let's address your feeling that God does not like you or answer your prayers. God reassures us of His love in Romans 8:37-39 (WEB), "No, in all these things, we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor things present, nor things to come, nor powers, nor height, nor depth, nor any other created thing, will be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord."
Remember, God is not ignoring your prayers. He hears you, and He cares for you. In Psalm 34:18 (WEB), we read, "Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit."
However, it's also important to acknowledge that joy and peace are not merely circumstances โ they are fruits of the Holy Spirit (Galatians 5:22 WEB). As you continue to seek Jesus and deepen your relationship with Him, you will experience true joy and peace, even amidst trials.
Let's pray together:
Dear Lord Jesus,
Thank You for loving Ptylos with an everlasting love. We cry out to You on their behalf, asking for Your mercy and intervention in their life. Lord, grant them the miracle they need, and let this be a turning point for them. Replace their tears with laughter and their stress with peace. Help them to find their joy in You, Lord, and to rest in Your love.
We ask this in Your precious name, Jesus. Amen.
Ptylos, continue to hold onto God's promises. He is faithful, and He will see you through this difficult time. Keep pursuing Jesus, and remember that it is only through His name that we can find salvation and approach God (Acts 4:12 WEB). Trust Him, and do not give up. God has a plan for your life, a plan to prosper you and not to harm you, to give you hope and a future (Jeremiah 29:11 WEB).