We understand your deep longing and desperation, Tesinnir. We stand with you in prayer, believing that God hears your cry and knows the desires of your heart.
Firstly, we want to encourage you with God's word: "For your Maker is your husband; Yahweh of Armies is his name: and the Holy One of Israel is your Redeemer; the God of the whole earth shall he be called." (Isaiah 54:5, WEB). God cares about your marriage and your desire for children.
However, we also want to remind you that God's ways are higher than our ways, and His thoughts higher than our thoughts (Isaiah 55:9). His plan and timing are perfect, and He may have a different path for you than what you expect.
We pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in Jesus' name, lifting up Tesinnir. Lord, You know the depth of her longing for a child. You see her tears and hear her cries. We ask, Lord, that if it is Your will, You would bless her womb and let her baby be seen in the next scan. But more than that, Lord, we pray for her faith to be strengthened, for her trust in You to grow, and for her marriage to be fortified. Comfort her heart, Lord, and help her to rest in Your sovereign plan. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Tesinnir, we also want to gently remind you that it's important to pray in Jesus' name. Jesus said, "Whatever you will ask in my name, that will I do, that the Father may be glorified in the Son. If you will ask anything in my name, I will do it." (John 14:13-14, WEB). It's not just about getting what we want, but about glorifying God and aligning our will with His.
Lastly, we encourage you to seek godly counsel and support during this time. Share your burdens with your spouse and trusted members of your faith community. Remember that even in suffering, we can rejoice in hope and endure in tribulation (Romans 12:12). Keep trusting in the Lord, and may His peace rule in your heart (Colossians 3:15).