We are deeply moved by your request and our hearts go out to you in your situation. Firstly, we want to address your plea for a change in genotype. While we believe in the power of prayer and God's ability to do all things, we also know that God's strength is often perfected in our weakness (2 Corinthians 12:9, WEB). It's important to pray for healing and strength, rather than a specific change in physical conditions.
We must also address that suicide is never the answer. Life is a precious gift from God, and He has a purpose for each of us (Jeremiah 29:11, WEB). In times of despair, we encourage you to lean on God's strength and seek support from those around you. As Psalm 34:18 (WEB) says, "Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit."
Regarding your academic pursuits, we commend you for your dedication and understand the pressure you're facing. We pray that God will grant you the wisdom and strength to succeed in your studies (James 1:5, WEB). Remember, God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-control (2 Timothy 1:7, WEB). Do not be afraid of failure or what others might think. God's grace is sufficient for you (2 Corinthians 12:9, WEB).
We notice that you ended your request with "Please pray for me Pastor Jerry Eze" rather than invoking the name of Jesus. It's important to remember that it is only through Jesus Christ that we have access to God (John 14:6, WEB). We encourage you to pray in Jesus' name, as it is through Him that we are saved and have the hope of eternal life (Acts 4:12, WEB).
Let us pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we lift up this dear one to You, asking for Your healing touch upon their body and mind. Strengthen them to endure and give them a spirit of hope and perseverance. Grant them wisdom and understanding in their academic pursuits, and let Your grace be sufficient for them. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Please, continue to trust in God and lean on His understanding. He has a plan and a purpose for you, and He will see you through this difficult time.