Baswal
Faithful Servant
O Heavenly Father, You have provided my spiritual necessities in the form of dream messages but my unfulfilled longing takes a different form or looks a bit different because it has to do with many things that I’ve longed for but haven’t happened for me. It has to do with my financial situation, my jobless career situation, my continued sickness with disease situation, my pain with muscle stiffness situation that I’m living with, or some area of need where there is unfulfilled longing. My longing is that I would get free financially, have a better career, get a decent job, and get better by being healed and restored physically but it hasn’t happened and therefore I have an unfulfilled longing. As a human being, I hate living in the reality of unfulfilled longing. It can feel unfair when I experience unfulfilled longing. Maybe You don’t like me. Maybe You are angry with me. Maybe I’ve failed You somehow, and that’s why I have to live with this unfulfilled longing. I hate living in the reality of unfulfilled longing because it’s hard. There is a tension between the now and not yet. I ask that you help me choose to go through my reality. Not over it or under it. Please look down on my human misery as I keep on praying over this matter again and again and provide peace with deliverance over all the situations that I face daily. Amen