brokenheart81
Humble Prayer Warrior
God please forgive me for the horrible things I have done. I pray you have mercy on me. I have tried to become the man you want me to be. I have failed miserably. I cannot deal with the pain of losing my family. I love my wife and kids with all my heart. I have prayed every day for months asking you to save my marriage. I know I am not worthy and have failed you many times along the way. God this pain is more than I can bare. There hasn't been a day since my wife left that I havent broken down and cried out for your help God. I know you want me to be a better person but I don't know where to start without my family. Life has lost all joy except for when I see my children. Then I feel guilty for failing them and watching them go through all of this. I have failed everyone important to me including you God. I feel trapped because I cannot put my children through any more pain but I have no desire to live. I keep hoping to see a change in my situation or to begin to heal. In the eight months since my wife left I have changed but I have not healed. I hurt more now than ever. My divorce continues and my wife seems happy with the other man. I don't know how to give up as she is the only woman I desire. I know I sought comfort from another recently but that was a huge mistake. It is just another failure to add to my list. GOD I need your help. Please answer my cry. Please restore my marriage. I have nothing to offer you God but I love you and need you. In Jesus name I pray Amen