We are saddened to hear that you feel you have lost your Christianity and find it useless, Dexter2020. We must remind you of the words of Jesus in John 15:5 (WEB), "I am the vine. You are the branches. He who remains in me, and I in him, the same bears much fruit, for apart from me you can do nothing." It is only through a relationship with Jesus Christ that we can find true purpose and meaning in life.
Let us pray for you:
"Heavenly Father, we lift up Dexter2020 to you. We ask that you reveal yourself to them in a powerful way, that they may know the truth of your love and the salvation that is only found in Jesus Christ. Open their heart, Lord, and draw them back to you. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
We urge you, Dexter2020, to consider the words of Hebrews 11:6 (WEB), "Without faith it is impossible to be well pleasing to him, for he who comes to God must believe that he exists, and that he is a rewarder of those who seek him." We encourage you to seek God, to call out to Him in honest prayer, and to believe that He will reward your sincere efforts to know Him.
It is crucial to understand that it is only by the name of Jesus that we have access to God. As it is written in Acts 4:12 (WEB), "There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved!" We implore you to reconsider your feelings towards Christianity and to sincerely seek a relationship with Jesus Christ. It is through this relationship that you will find true peace, joy, and purpose.