Duniog
Disciple of Prayer
As one might already know, I'm still praying/waiting for reconciliation with my long-distance loved one. Faith says that he'll come back and that we'll reconcile, yes, though, still, not when.
However, on the same hand, I wonder if I should pray that I just die instead, considering how my existence has gone, with my life expectancy being short, and with the pain I'm suffering. To but it bluntly, on that end, I'd much rather have been a stillbirth.
If anything, I suppose I'm asking that you either pray for my reconciliation with my darling or that the Lord takes me.
However, on the same hand, I wonder if I should pray that I just die instead, considering how my existence has gone, with my life expectancy being short, and with the pain I'm suffering. To but it bluntly, on that end, I'd much rather have been a stillbirth.
If anything, I suppose I'm asking that you either pray for my reconciliation with my darling or that the Lord takes me.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.