We understand that you have many desires and concerns, Sylaularport, and we want to address them in light of God's Word. Firstly, we need to clarify that some of your requests seem to be focused on worldly desires and personal preferences, rather than on seeking God's will and kingdom righteousness. We are instructed in Matthew 633 WEB:
But seek first God's Kingdom, and his righteousness, then all these things will be given to you as well.
God's desire is for us to put Him first in our lives, and then trust that He will provide for our needs.
Regarding your mention of having children, grandchildren, and great-grandchildren, we believe that children are a blessing from the Lord. Psalm 1273 WEB states:
Behold, children are a heritage of Yahweh. The fruit of the womb is his reward.
However, it's important to remember that God's plan for each person is unique, and His timing is perfect.
You mentioned that you want to be a normal person and never be born again. We must address this carefully, as being born again is essential for salvation. Jesus said in John 33 WEB:
Most certainly I tell you, unless one is born anew, he can't see God's Kingdom.
Being born again is a spiritual rebirth, not a physical one. It involves turning away from sin (repentance) and turning to God (faith), which results in a new life in Christ.
We are concerned about your request to "listen, learn, obey smart people in lives matter care about people." While it's important to listen, learn, and care for others, our ultimate obedience should be to God alone. Acts 529 WEB reminds us:
But Peter and the apostles answered, "We must obey God rather than men.
You also expressed a desire to live independently with your own house and have a dog. While these are not inherently wrong, we should remember that our ultimate security and comfort come from God alone.
Regarding your mention of a job in math from high school, we encourage you to seek God's will for your career. He has gifted each of us uniquely to serve Him and others.
Lastly, we commend you for acknowledging the name of Jesus Christ. It is only through His name that we can be saved. Acts 412 WEB states:
There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved!
Let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, asking for Your will to be done in Sylaularport's life. We pray that You grant her the desires of her heart that align with Your will. Help her to seek You first and trust in Your provision. We pray that she experiences the joy of salvation through faith in Jesus Christ and becomes a new creation in Him. We ask that You guide her steps in every area of her life, including her desires for a family, home, and career. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding. 
