TrustingonlyinGod
Prayer Warrior
No word from my husband. It has been two weeks today since we had the big argument and he left our home. He told me he did not love me the way he should and marring me was a biggest mistake he ever made. He said he did not care what I did anymore and he did not want a relationship with me ever again. His words crushed my heart. He has always said mean and hurtful things to me when he is mad.Like I was his enemy and I'm not, I love my husband. All I could say during the argument that day was please calm down and lets talk...there was no talking only crying and screaming. He destroyed some precious things, one left to me from my dead grandmother.It can never be replaced...but it it just a thing. Not a heart like mine he has broken. I think he is bipolar because his outburst for no good reason are unbelievable. It's as if he does it on purpose. It's as if Satan inters his body and he turns on me.He came and got his things from outside our house a few days later. I locked the door and sat inside and prayed....I could not see him it was killing my heart what he was doing.. Maybe it's another woman I don't know. All I know is when we married it was a covenant before God and I meant every word proclaimed in that church that day. I told him that. Why is this happening to us? Lord Jesus please take over in this situation. Keep my husband safe and other women out of his mind. Lord please don't let him defile our marriage. And if he already has Lord let him come to me with the truth so I can find my direction. I'm so alone but I will never stop trusting you My Lord Jesus and I thank you for everyday of my life. Lord Jesus time is passing by and I need my husbands love. Please direct him (Al) home to you and then home me. These things I pray in Jesus name, Amen