No Will To Fight Any More...depression Is Consuming Me

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AngelCali

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Dear God help me. I am running on fumes. I am tired and I do not want to fight any longer. My depression is feeding into my anorexia, ptsd and ocd. My head never shuts up with the negative commentary no matter what I do. All it says that I am not good enough to have anyone in my life. I will be 37 on March 21 and I am still alone. I have no one in my life. I can't do this any more. I can't function any more. I can't even do the day to day things I need to do. I am strugglying to get out of bed each morning. Out of fear of not having a job and a roof over my head do I get out of bed. I just want to stay in bed and never get out. Please pray for me. I just want one person in my life. God knows who it is. Please pray. Amen.
 
God bless you as I will pray for you in Jesus name and loving heart. May He watch over you and help you with the prayers you are asking for. Praise God. Jesus love all of us. Amen
 
Jeremiah 17:14
Β Heal me, O Lord, and I shall be healed; save me, and I shall be saved: for thou art my praise.

AngelCali, if you would like to skype together, let's do it. It helped me to have an open ear in these times. The love Christ has for you.. no one can match. Seek him still, don't give up, he is with you even though these times gives that emotional feeling that there is no way he cares. He does! Trust in the Lord! Please, if you want to skype and think it will help, do it! AngelCali, we love you, we fellowship here, but it doesn't match the face-to-face. Our prayers are with you always, know we are always praying for you! Remember the parable of the unjust judge.

Cling to his word! Keep seeking it, listen to audio bible when it's too hard for you to read!



Luke 18 King James Version (KJV)
18Β And he spake a parable unto them to this end, that men ought always to pray, and not to faint;

2Β Saying, There was in a city a judge, which feared not God, neither regarded man:

3Β And there was a widow in that city; and she came unto him, saying, Avenge me of mine adversary.

4Β And he would not for a while: but afterward he said within himself, Though I fear not God, nor regard man;

5Β Yet because this widow troubleth me, I will avenge her, lest by her continual coming she weary me.

6Β And the Lord said, Hear what the unjust judge saith.

7Β And shall not God avenge his own elect, which cry day and night unto him, though he bear long with them?

8Β I tell you that he will avenge them speedily. Nevertheless when the Son of man cometh, shall he find faith on the earth?

9Β And he spake this parable unto certain which trusted in themselves that they were righteous, and despised others:

10Β Two men went up into the temple to pray; the one a Pharisee, and the other a publican.

11Β The Pharisee stood and prayed thus with himself, God, I thank thee, that I am not as other men are, extortioners, unjust, adulterers, or even as this publican.

12Β I fast twice in the week, I give tithes of all that I possess.

13Β And the publican, standing afar off, would not lift up so much as his eyes unto heaven, but smote upon his breast, saying, God be merciful to me a sinner.

14Β I tell you, this man went down to his house justified rather than the other: for every one that exalteth himself shall be abased; and he that humbleth himself shall be exalted.

15Β And they brought unto him also infants, that he would touch them: but when his disciples saw it, they rebuked them.

16Β But Jesus called them unto him, and said, Suffer little children to come unto me, and forbid them not: for of such is the kingdom of God.

17Β Verily I say unto you, Whosoever shall not receive the kingdom of God as a little child shall in no wise enter therein.

18Β And a certain ruler asked him, saying, Good Master, what shall I do to inherit eternal life?

19Β And Jesus said unto him, Why callest thou me good? none is good, save one, that is, God.

20Β Thou knowest the commandments, Do not commit adultery, Do not kill, Do not steal, Do not bear false witness, Honour thy father and thy mother.

21Β And he said, All these have I kept from my youth up.

22Β Now when Jesus heard these things, he said unto him, Yet lackest thou one thing: sell all that thou hast, and distribute unto the poor, and thou shalt have treasure in heaven: and come, follow me.

23Β And when he heard this, he was very sorrowful: for he was very rich.

24Β And when Jesus saw that he was very sorrowful, he said, How hardly shall they that have riches enter into the kingdom of God!

25Β For it is easier for a camel to go through a needle's eye, than for a rich man to enter into the kingdom of God.

26Β And they that heard it said, Who then can be saved?

27Β And he said, The things which are impossible with men are possible with God.

28Β Then Peter said, Lo, we have left all, and followed thee.

29Β And he said unto them, Verily I say unto you, There is no man that hath left house, or parents, or brethren, or wife, or children, for the kingdom of God's sake,

30Β Who shall not receive manifold more in this present time, and in the world to come life everlasting.

31Β Then he took unto him the twelve, and said unto them, Behold, we go up to Jerusalem, and all things that are written by the prophets concerning the Son of man shall be accomplished.

32Β For he shall be delivered unto the Gentiles, and shall be mocked, and spitefully entreated, and spitted on:

33Β And they shall scourge him, and put him to death: and the third day he shall rise again.

34Β And they understood none of these things: and this saying was hid from them, neither knew they the things which were spoken.

35Β And it came to pass, that as he was come nigh unto Jericho, a certain blind man sat by the way side begging:

36Β And hearing the multitude pass by, he asked what it meant.

37Β And they told him, that Jesus of Nazareth passeth by.

38Β And he cried, saying, Jesus, thou son of David, have mercy on me.

39Β And they which went before rebuked him, that he should hold his peace: but he cried so much the more, Thou son of David, have mercy on me.

40Β And Jesus stood, and commanded him to be brought unto him: and when he was come near, he asked him,

41Β Saying, What wilt thou that I shall do unto thee? And he said, Lord, that I may receive my sight.

42Β And Jesus said unto him, Receive thy sight: thy faith hath saved thee.

43Β And immediately he received his sight, and followed him, glorifying God: and all the people, when they saw it, gave praise unto God.



God bless you, Amen
 
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