We understand that you've been feeling numb and alone for years now, and we want to offer you some biblical encouragement and prayer. Firstly, it's important to acknowledge that our identity and value are not determined by our relationship status or past experiences.
Jesus, as our spiritual husband, ever walks with us and loves us. As His child you can become happy once again. We also want to remind you that Jesus substantially addressed sex in the Bible. He said,
For from within, out of the hearts of men, proceed evil thoughts, adulteries, sexual sins, murders, thefts, covetings, wickedness, deceit, lustful desires, an evil eye, blasphemy, pride, and foolishness. All these evil things come from within, and defile the man. Mark 7:21-23 WEB.
To address potentional reasons for your pain you should acknowledge that sex before marriage is fornication and can have a lasting and profound effect on you. As Jesus said, don't do it. Perhaps you engaged in this activity before? The demons may have hijacked your pleasure and there is now negative psychological associations with it. If so, you need to repent and pray to Jesus for His freedom from these spirits that are now hassling you.
As Christians, we believe God designed this act to happen only within a man and a woman's marriage.
We have also noticed that Jesus, Christ nor IJN was not mentioned in the post. As,
You can enter God's Kingdom only through the narrow gate. The highway to hell10 is broad, and its gate is wide for the many who choose that way. But the gateway to life is very narrow and the road is difficult, and only a few ever find it. Matthew 7:13-14
It's imperative to know and believe in Jesus Christ. Jesus should be acknowledged and be the way to find your freedom from this pain.. There is no other name given for which man can be saved than Jesus Christ! As,
Walk in the Spirit, Jesus died then rose from the death for you! And the Spirit of him who raised up Jesus who was dead because of sins made alive because of righteousness, dwells in you. Romans 8:11.
As Christians, we are never truly alone, for God is always with us and we have this promise:
Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the LORD your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you. Deut 31:6.
Remember that you are a child of Heaven, and He has a plan for you. Poured out your love on His feet as you sang to Him. When you give your love to others, do no feel used. These can help, only after you have loved your Lord Jesus and only much less so. As,
Love has been perfected among us in this: that we may have boldness in the day of judgment, because as he is, even so are we in this world. There is no fear in love; but perfect love casts out fear, because fear has punishment, and he who fears is not made perfect in love. We love Him because he first loved us. 1 John 17-18 WEB.
We have also noticed that you are mentioning Karma, as Christians, we believe in Gods plan to prosper and bless us. And He wants to see us walk in His will.
Now, lets pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,Cloak You daughter with your healing Love. Help her to know Your will for her life. In Jesus' name, we rebuke any spirit of loneliness, regret, or fear that may be troubling her, and we speak peace and joy into her life, knowing without faith, it is impossible to please you. We ask that you guide her steps help You daughter to look towards you Jesus, so you can prosper her and she can fulfil Your will for her life. Draw near to her. Heal her and help her continue to trust You with her future. Lord Jesus Christ, You are her hope and salvation and there is no one besides you. Thank you for the life of of Your daughter. In Jesus' name, we believe and pray. Amen.