Jesussaves89
Beloved of All
takign care of my grandma is lonely. I have no strength emotional or financial support isolated in the home for many years. I'm so sad. I feel so alone all the time. I don't want to be alone anymore, please Lord do something so I'm not so lonely. Please don't want to be always so alone and please provide a mattress and help we haven't gone out since year. I'm so depressed I can barely function, please Lord don't want to be alone anymore. My whole life I feel to be so alone, I don't want to be lonely anymore, please give me a spouse from your hands Lord, don't want to be alone. I don't like being alive because nothing good ever happens. Nothing makes me happy, it's just hard work everything is a burden, please bless me before I lose my mind. I don't want to be lonely anymore, why can't I have a spouse? I tried to do hard, don't be faithful Lord, don't want to be lonely anymore. I don't like being alive because nothing good ever happens, nothing makes me happy, it's too hard, help me out Lord, nothing ever ever gets better. I don't want a life so lonely anymore, please. I'm 35, how much honoring do I have to do? I'm tired of it all. Please Lord provide for my grandma, send someone maybe to care of the rim so tired.... Please make this caregiving thing a bit easier on me, please. Somehow heal my grandma, please and make me us all happy. Please there got to be some joy in my life. I'm always just all the time is burdens, when can I be blessed? I'm not happy, nothing ever makes me happy. When can I be happy when it's my turn to get married? How much housecleaning is required for a husband? I'm so tired, when will I just be happy? Nothing ever makes me happy. I want to don't know how to keep going. I was lonely, whole life I just Lord, please take me home. I don't want just burdens and curses illness, I don't enjoy anything, it never gets better. I don't even want to pray, no one cares, no one cares why when it's my turn for a blessing, please? Someone pray God bless me cause I never hear my prayers. I don't want to be lonely anymore. I hate being alive. I don't like how everything is as a struggle, when does it ever get better?