We understand that you're going through a tremendously challenging time, and we're here to pray and offer guidance based on biblical principles.
Firstly, you expressed in your request your faithfulness and love for the Lord Jesus. We are glad you made mention of Him and confessed your belief in Him. Based on Acts 4:12, there is no other name by which we can be saved. WEB says And there is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men by which we must be saved. We only have access to God the Father through Jesus Christ, WEB explains in John 14:6, I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me. it is only in Jesus' name and through His rich sacrifice on the cross and resurrection that we can be saved. All requests must be made in His name.
Let's address your request systematically:
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Also let us address the subject of suicide. Suicide is not the answer and is a sin. The 6th commandment in Exodus 20:13 says You shall not murder in KJV. Suicide is murder of one's self. According to the WEB, there is a better way which gives hope as it says in Jeremiah 29:11-13 For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future. You shall call on me, and you shall go and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You shall seek me, and find me, when you search for me with all your heart. Suicide is a permanent solution to what may be a temporary problem and should never be considered an option for this reason because God will help and come through for you in His own perfect timing if you allow Him to.
Regarding Suicidal Thoughts: We know that these thoughts are not from God, but from the enemy. The Bible tells us that God has a plan and a purpose for each of us, and that plan is to prosper us and not to harm us. We stand with you against these tormenting thoughts and pray accordingly.
The Bible advises in 2 Corinthians 10:5 We are destroying imaginations and every high thing that is exalted against the knowledge of God, and bringing every thought into the obedience of Christ.
Pray with us and speak it our loud to get these thoughts to flee as the WEB tells us first in Philippians 4:8 Finally, brothers, whatever things are true, whatever things are honorable, whatever things are just, whatever things are pure, whatever things are lovely, whatever things are of good report; if there is any virtue, and if there is any praise, think about these things.; Secondly, in Romans 12:2 Donโt be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, so that you may prove what is the good, well-pleasing, and perfect will of God.
Prayer:
Dear God, in the name of Jesus, we come before You, lifting up our sister. Lord, You know the pain and torment she is experiencing. We ask that You fill her mind with Your peace and love. Cast out all suicidal thoughts and renew her mind. Heal her heart, and show her that You are very much close to her. Help her evermore. In Jesusโ name, we praise You and ask these things. Amen.
Next we will consider your discussion of curses. We need to understand the biblical view of curses. There are many cases of cursed individuals, families, and people groups in the Old Testament. Curses are not a subject to be taken lightly, however, as believers we also need to be aware. Additionally, as with Job and others, God allowed Satan to curse them to test Job's faith. Finally, another type of curse is Godโs curse on those who would seek to curse Abraham (and his descendants). This was announced in Genesis 12:3, โAnd I will bless them that bless thee, and curse him that curseth thee: and in thee shall all families of the earth be blessed.โ and repeated in Genesis 27:29 and in Numbers 24:9. It is likely this type
curse is quite different from the others.
We will include this in our prayer request.
Prayer:
Dear God, in the name of Jesus, we come before You, lifting up our sister and her family. Father God, according to Isaiah 54:17 you say No weapon that is formed against you will prosper; and every tongue that accuses you in judgment you will condemn. This is the heritage of the servants of Yahweh, and their righteousness which is of me, says Yahweh. We declare in Jesus' name that no curse, spell, or tool of the enemy will prosper against our sister and her family. We declare all curses to broken in Jesus' name. We declare that she will be free and be fruitful with all the good blessings and success made available in Jesus' name that will come to pass. In Jesusโ name, we praise You and ask these things. Amen.
2. We understand that you're hurting from past relationships and rejection. It's important to remember that your value is not determined by what others think or say about you. God sees you as precious and loved.
The Bible says in Romans 8:31 What then shall we say about these things? If God is for us, who can be against us? God loves you with an everlasting love.
Prayer:
Dear God, in the name of Jesus, we pray for our sister's healing from past hurts. Lord, we ask that You mend her broken heart and help her find the courage to forgive those who have wronged her. We also pray against any spirits of rejection. Give her strength and remind her that she is worthy and loved in Your eyes. In Jesusโ name, we praise You and ask these things. Amen.
3. We consistently pray for peace, provision, and protection for you and your family. Regarding wandering, vagabond, and rape, without going in to detail we need to discuss sin. According the WEB sin is transgression of the law. The law is the 10 Commandments in Exodus 20. The Bible tells us to flee fornication and not be a part of it. See 1 Corinthians 6:18. Also, if you were raped, go to the police and authorities immediately to make a report. Violence and rape is not tolerated. Additionally, we must discuss homosexuality in sexual immorality. In 1 Corinthians 6:9-10. Because you have been faithful we also understand that you are against these things as well. We also need to bring up Matthew 23:25 because all sin should be condemned no matter if they seem big or small, simple or complex. We will include that in our prayer.
Prayer:
Dear God, in the name of Jesus, we come before You, lifting up our sister and her family for this situation. Lord, we ask that you forgive all sin and allow our sister to forgive all others through Jesus Christ because we do not pray in agreement with a sinner that has not repented. Lord, help our sister never to stumble or fall in any sin and never to be destroyed. We pray because in Matthew 23:25 You said Woe to you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! For you clean the outside of the cup and of the platter, but within they are full of extortion and unrighteousness. We lift up and pray for our sister good health and well being financially, spiritually, physically, mentally, literally, emotionally. In her mind, soul, spirit, body. We pray for healing regarding any mistaken and concerns regarding this situation. We pray in Jesus' name that you protect her from these things in her life evermore. In Jesusโ name, we praise You and ask these things. Amen.
4. We should talk about the rapture. There are several different beliefs about the rapture on whether it occurs before, during, or before the great tribulation. Based on the understanding and what you said in your comments we want to go over and talk about only some of these views, particularly dispensational premillennialism and partial rapture. In these views, there is a future seven-year tribulation period which is Daniel's 70th week. The rapture of the church regardless of if it happens before, during, or after this time, will happen. In the former view, faithful Christians will be removed will from the earth before the 7 year tribulation. Believing Christians shall be saved and escape from the wrath to come. At this time there will be 3 groups of people. After the rapture there is no 2nd chance for salvation for those left behind for at least a period of time. Those left will probably be unbelievers and Christians that were not living right for Jesus Christ. Christians need to protect and be on guard against sin and keep and guard our minds, hearts, soul, spirit, emotions, and actions for Jesus Christ. In the latter view, the rapture will occur 3/4ths of the way into the tribulation. Christians may need to go through trials and tribulations at this time. Nevertheless, after the rapture and tribulation period Jesus Christ will reign with man for 1000 years. Finally, according to the Bible, Jesus will renew the world and bring about a new heaven and earth with a new Jerusalem once and for all after this.
This is the revelation of Jesus Christ, which God gave him to show to his servants the things which must happen soon, which he sent and made known by his angel to his servant, John (Revelation 1:1, WEB). For the Lord himself will descend from heaven with a shout, with the voice of the archangel, and with Godโs trumpet. The dead in Christ will rise first, then we who are alive, who are left, will be caught up together with them in the clouds, to meet the Lord in the air. So we will be with the Lord forever (1 Thessalonians 4:16-17, WEB).
Prayer:
Dear God, in the name of Jesus, we pray to put on the whole armor of God that we may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil. We pray that God will help us to be be not forsakers of the assembling of ourselves together, as the manner of some is. We pray that we will be able exhort one another and so as much as in us and in others lies in the certainty of Jesus' return so much the more, as you see the day approaching. We pray that we will be able to comfort one another with these words. In Jesusโ name, we praise You and ask these things. Amen.
5. Regarding the desire to be blessed with offspring. This is a natural part of many marriages. In the WEB Habakkuk 3:4 says His glory covered the heavens, and his praise filled the earth. In Genesis 1:28, God blessed them. God said to them, Be fruitful, multiply, fill the earth, and subdue it. Have dominion over the fish of the sea, over the birds of the sky, and over every living thing that moves on the earth. It's important that we understand that this is not the only possible blessing for marriages or singles. When God says for you be the head, and not the Tail in Deuteronomy 28:13, as long as you obey Him this applies to all areas of your life. We each have a different calling and blessing on our lives. It is important that there is no curse of barrenness. In Isaiah 54:1, Sing, barren, you who didnโt bear; break forth into singing, and cry aloud, you who did not travail with child: for more are the children of the desolate than the children of the married wife, says Yahweh. This would indicate that the Other blessings that God will give you will far exceed what you may imagine just like later in Isaiah 54:3, prepares a place for the son that was not expected. Additionally, some of the possible blessings include being blessed financially, having a good career, having a successful business, or being wise and intelligent.
Prayer:
Dear God, in the name of Jesus, we pray and agree against the curse of barrenness. We pray that the our sister may have children and make Christ like disciples of them. We pray that our sister and family will creative and fruitful in her family. Additionally, may you bless and expand them in all of the other areas of their life including financially, with a good career, with a successful business, Able to inherit and possess the final and possibly even get a promotion at her job for Jesus' sake. We understand that You have a plan for her a plan and a purpose for her life and that plan is to prosper her and to hope not to harm. In Jesusโ name, we praise You and ask these things. Amen.
6. Regarding Karma. It is important to remember that God's word does not support any form of karma. What we do need to remember is that we will reap what we sow. Galatians 6:7 says in the WEB translation Be not deceived. God is not mocked, for whatever a man sows, that will he also reap. This could include sending generational curses on your family for causing offenses and wrongdoing against others. You may reap something if the seeds in your heart are even there but if they are not that you will not. If you have done something wrong you must Reap and apologize before God and possibly others to ensure your heart is right before God so that your blessings my not be hindered. Often, what we say are things that we need forgiveness for. Speak the Word only to build other up. If you do these things God may give you mercy grace and the desires of your heart according to Jesus Christ despite your actions or words if you have repented and turned away from them.
Prayer:
Dear God, in the name of Jesus, we pray and agree that our sister (or brother) has been forgiven all their unjust, evil, and tormenting things and will bless our sister (or brother) and descendants with long life, divine health, riches, and Psalm 91: protection. We also pray and agree that our sister will think and speak the very thoughts and words of Jesus Christ bringing life to her and others. Additionally, that anything our sister (or brother) does will cause her to be like wise a blessing to others around her. We also pray and agree that those who blessed our sister will be blessed and that those that curse our sister will be cursed. We also pray and agree that anything meant for evil against our sister will be turned to good. In Jesusโ name, we praise You and ask these things. Amen.