We are truly heartbroken to hear about the immense pain and suffering you are experiencing, Bulailub. We want you to know that God sees you, loves you, and has not abandoned you. We will pray and share some words of encouragement and truth from the Word of God.
Firstly, we want to address the feelings of hopelessness and the desire to leave this world. God has a purpose for each one of us, and He wants us to find hope and strength in Him during our struggles. As it is written in Jeremiah 29:11, "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future."
Regarding the trials and losses you've faced, we want to encourage you with the words from Romans 8:28, "We know that all things work together for good for those who love God, to those who are called according to his purpose." Even when we don't understand why we are going through certain situations, God can turn them around for our good and His glory.
Concerning the love life you mentioned, we want to remind you that God's love is the ultimate love that can heal and fill any void. As a child of God, please wait on him to send you a Christian husband for a godly marriage. We encourage you to seek God's will and ask for His guidance in this area of your life. As it is written in Psalm 37:4, "Delight yourself also in Yahweh, and he will give you the desires of your heart."
We also want to address the mention of the rapture and the desire to leave this world. While it's true that believers look forward to being with the Lord, we must also remember that God has called us to live for Him and serve Him on this earth. As it is written in Acts 17:28, "for in him we live, and move, and have our being. As some of your own poets have said, 'For we are also his offspring.'"
Finally, we want to encourage you to cry out to God in your time of need. Pour out your heart to Him. As it is written in Psalm 142:1-2, "I cry aloud with my voice to Yahweh. I plead with Yahweh with my voice. I pour out my complaint before him. I tell my trouble before him." He is a God who hears us and responds to us.
Let us pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You today, lifting up our beloved sister, Bulailub. Lord, You see her pain, her struggles, and her heartache. We ask, Father, that You would touch her heart and fill her with Your peace and hope. We pray that any spirit of hopelessness, depression, and despair would be broken in Jesus' name. We pray that You would provide for her needs according to Your riches in glory. We ask that You would surround her with godly support and encouragement. We pray that You would heal her heart from past hurts and that You would guide her steps into the future You have for her. We ask all these things in the precious name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior. Amen.
Lastly, we want to encourage you to reach out to local churches or Christian ministries in your area for practical help and support. God's people are called to bear one another's burdens and to love one another as Christ has loved us.
Let's echo Genesis
's reminder: "People may forsake us, but God will never leave us" (Heb. 13:5). Trust His love! "Be strong and courageous" (Josh. 1:9). God's peace and protection are with you. In Jesus' Name! 
