CassieSeaCat
Servant of All
No joy, I need to see improvements: Blessings to all who pray for me, may the Lord give you more than you could have dreamed of. I have serious depression problems. Nothing goes right for me ever. If I make tea there is a bug in it. If I warm my food the plastic in the microwave melts onto it. That kind of thing every minute. I am a vegetarian and to be frank do not like food too much. Nothing is making me happy. I have a very mean sister, an abusive nephew and have nightmares about the evil Church I left. I do everything to please the Lord, my mother says I do more for Him than anyone, but He does not seem to be happy with my attempts to please Him. I am actually having a nervous breakdown, I am very sick and dying for my love for Him that He seems not to return. I desire that my growth plates are open, I shoot up beautifully and have a brilliant metabolism and digestive system, skin soothed from the itching, cured sight in both eyes, beautifully grown hair, youth and beauty to show the Glory of the Lord. I want the neighbors to be quiet. I want to now enter the next half of my life going from Hell to Heaven on Earth before the Lord calls me home. I would like for the Lord to provide me for supernaturally, from nothing to a billionaire would be great! Surely the endless tears I have cried have watered my harvest that I am now ready to reap. I still love the Lord even if He does not feel the same way. Praise the Lord!