Elizabeth F
Humble Servant of All
Oh my dearest family in Christ I thank you that I can come to you and share my worries etc and am so truly grateful for your ongoing love, support and prayers I am so sorry to burden you again but been REALLY struggling today both in mind and body. I have been fighting so hard for so long and honestly feel I have no fight left in me. I get hardly any sleep due to physical pain and mental torment so I am exhausted. I don't mean to sound sorry for myself but I have no family or friends apart from my dear sister Margaret and my niece who isn't a Christian. I have tried reaching out to ministers and churches in my area but they haven't helped. I no longer have access to a Psychiatrist and the medical care I receive isn't good. When I was in hospital I dared to dream that life would be worth living again. I dreamed I would be able to start playing the keyboard again which I enjoyed but had to give up because of pain. I dreamed of a fresh start in a lovelynew home in a quiet place. I dreamed of reaching out to others in need to give them hope and show them Christ. Sadly when I got home and my health deteriorated my dreams were shattered. I really do believe the suffering I am enduring, especially my mental health,are attacks from the evil one and I really don't have the strength to fight him or his firey darts Surely God hasn't brought me through all I have been through just to sit in bed all day and It is written "My God will meet ALl your needs according to the richest of his glory in Christ Jesus" Phillipians 4 v 19. And "For all the promises if God are yes in Christ Jesus" 2 Corinthians v 20. Heavenly Father I thank you for your word which shows us Jesus and all your promises. Please let your word abide in me and bear fruit. Father I am mentally, physically and spiritually exhausted and claim your promise that you will meet all of my needs according to riches of your glory in Christ Jesus I need to be healed Father God both in mind and body. I need to be able to play music for you again,to laugh with my sister Margaret and to get out of my bed and live not just exist. I thank you for my family in Christ on this forum and ask you to meet all their needs as you have promised. Please do this so we can declare the work of the Lord, glorify your name and lift up the name of Jesus. PLEASE God have mercy and stretch out your hand to heal and all this I ask in the name of Jesus your beloved son and our saviour. Amen