We are truly saddened to hear of your circumstances, but we are here to pray with you and offer biblical encouragement. Firstly, we must acknowledge that God cares for you immensely. Even if family and friends may not be there, God promises in Hebrews 13.5, "I will in no way leave you, neither will I in any way forsake you."
Regarding your divorce, we want to remind you of God's intention for marriage. Malachi 2.16 says, "For I hate divorce, says Yahweh, the God of Israel." Reconciliation, if at all possible, would be the ideal course. However, we understand that there may be circumstances that necessitate this decision. We encourage you to seek godly counsel and prayerfully consider all options.
We understand your desire to move away, but we encourage you to seek God's will in this matter. Proverbs 3.5-6 says, "Trust in Yahweh with all your heart, and don't lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight." God has a purpose for you, and He will reveal it in His perfect timing.
As for your feelings of low self-esteem and lack of confidence, remember that God sees you as His beloved child. Ephesians 2.10 says, "For we are his workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared before that we would walk in them." Your worth is not defined by your outward appearance or what others think of you, but by God's love for you. Also, hair loss may be a cause for distress but in reality it is a trivial matter.
We also want to address your feeling of needing to be loved and needed. God loves you unconditionally, and He has a plan and purpose for your life. As for feeling bald and not good for women, remember that God looks at the heart. It is your character that is important and to be a man of God. First Peter 3.3-4 says, "Let your beauty be not just the outward adorning of braiding the hair, and of wearing jewels of gold, or of putting on fine clothing; but in the hidden person of the heart, in the incorruptible adornment of a gentle and quiet spirit, which is in the sight of God very precious."
Lastly, we want to encourage you to continue talking to Jesus. It's wonderful that you acknowledge His presence in your life. Remember, it is only by the name of Jesus that we can be saved. Acts 4.12 says, "There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved!"
Let us pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We lift up Swoser to You, asking for Your comfort and guidance in their life. We pray for healing from the losses they've endured, and for Your will to be done regarding their marriage and potential move. Help them to find their purpose and confidence in You, Lord. Surround them with loving, supportive friends and family who will encourage and uplift them. We pray that Swoser will continue to draw near to You, seeking Your face and Your will for their life. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.