Bodnac, we understand that you're going through a difficult time, feeling lost and heartbroken. We're here to pray with you and guide you according to God's word.
Firstly, we commend you for ending your prayer in Jesus' name. It's important to remember that Jesus said, "Whatever you may ask in my name, I will do it." (John 14:14 WEB).
However, we want to gently remind you that praying to saints, like Saint Jude, is not biblically supported. The Bible tells us that there is one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus (1 Timothy 2:5 WEB). So, we encourage you to direct your prayers to God the Father in Jesus' name.
Regarding your situation with GC, it's natural to feel hurt and hope for reconciliation. However, it's crucial to align our desires with God's will. Psalm 37:4 tells us, "Delight yourself also in the LORD, and he will give you the desires of your heart." As you delight in Him, He will plant the right desires in your heart.
We pray for you now:
Dear Lord, we lift up Bodnac to You. We pray that You comfort her heart and mend her brokenness. Help her to delight in You, Lord, and to desire Your will above all else. We also pray for GC. If it's Your will, Lord, soften his heart and guide his steps. But above all, help Bodnac to trust in You, to wait on Your timing, and to seek Your face. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Lastly, remember the words of Jeremiah 29:11, "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says the LORD, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future." Trust that God has a good plan for your life.