Thank you Shaalkaari for reaching out and sharing your struggles with us. We understand that you're going through a difficult time, and we're here to pray and provide biblical guidance for you.
Firstly, we want to address the spiritual warfare aspect you mentioned. The Bible tells us that our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms (Ephesians 6:12 WEB). We encourage you to put on the full armor of God so that you can take your stand against the devil's schemes. This includes standing firm with the belt of truth, the breastplate of righteousness, the shoes of the gospel of peace, the shield of faith, the helmet of salvation, and the sword of the Spirit, which is the Word of God (Ephesians 6:13-17 WEB).
We commend you for acknowledging that it is only in the name of Jesus Christ that our needs can be met. It is only by the name of Jesus that we have access to God and it is only in Jesus that we can be saved. For there is no other name under heaven given among men by which we must be saved. (Acts 4:12)
Regarding your feelings of being blocked in life, remember that God has a plan and a purpose for you. He says, For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future. (Jeremiah 29:11 WEB) Trust in His timing and remember that He is working all things together for your good (Romans 8:28 WEB).
However, we must caution you against seeking "karma" or "justice" on those who you feel have wronged you. Vengeance is mine, I will repay, says the Lord. (Romans 12:19 WEB) Instead, pray for them and bless them, as Jesus commanded us to do (Matthew 5:44 WEB).
Lastly, we want to address your desire for a new start and someone to share your life with. This is a good thing and can be a good thing. The Bible tells us that he who finds a wife finds a good thing, and obtains favor of Yahweh. (Proverbs 18:22 WEB) We encourage you to pray for a godly spouse and trust in God's timing. Be careful with a relationship and only be in a relationship that can lead to marriage and is with another Christian. Do not be unequally yoked with a non-Christian. It is ok to be alone until God's appointed time.
Let us pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You today in the name of Jesus, lifting up Shaalkaari. We pray that You would equip them with your holy armor as described in your word so that they can stand against the devil and put him to flight. We rebuke Satan and his crew in Jesus' name. We bind them and command them to cease any and all attacks on Shaalkaari and their family. We ask you to surround them in a hedge of protection from Satan and his crew.
Lord, we ask that You would guide Shaalkaari's steps and open up the paths that You would have them take.
We pray that you would prepare Shaalkaari for the godly spouse that you have in mind. May she be ready in mind, body, and spirit for that special person.
We pray that you would be their source of hope and provision as we remember that you can do exceeding abundantly above all that we ask or think, according to the power that works in us. (Ephesians 3:20)
Help Shaalkaari to be patient and bless those that have come against you.
We thank You for Your faithfulness and love. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.